devi devi academy

ranking up. 20

Julia, J.J, Raya, Bay, wolf a werewolf demon from the pack the puppy was from, and two fallen angels came with me to the extra lessons. we were practicing defense spells and offence spells. Azure ranked up. they were called their original name and ran off. i managed to use pure magic orbs like mom. i left with my friend group after telling mom we were leaving. J.J created a fire dragon that protected her, it should have gotten her up a rank. but she's still rank one. Raya brought us to this old theater. 

she would always come here when the souls felt too much. she and her dad have a similar problem. i mentioned to them that i could sing. i haven't preformed since Lilith ruined it for me.  grandpa wasn't any help. Lilith brought Alec around. the guy who... forced himself on mom before being pregnant with me. since then, i haven't sung a not. today could be different. i set up the song machine to play the instrumental music for my song. Raya set up the microphone. she's been taking care of this place. so it still works. i stood on stage and readied the device in my hands. vocalizing with the music.

"Why can't it," i began after the music started. "be perfect? This love's, not even real. why don't I, cry for you?"

"Love was dead from the start. I don't want you I don't need you I'll forget you." the others were watching me. i felt safe here. "It doesn't matter, I will play along, writing our song, we are perfect. I love you."

"No this is all wrong," i saw mom coming in where we entered. i felt strong. i sang louder. she was the reason i started singing to begin with. she's everything that i ever needed. "Why aren't you gone? I know you're not that strong."

"Don't listen to me, We will always be, So perfectly happy." i want her here. Julia isn't the only demon here who makes me strong. Bay, J.J, Raya, Iye, Julius, all the friends i have here and the people i am proud to see as family. "The lies you succumb to, Blissfully unaware. I don't know how you can't, See through my, façade."

"I don't want you, I don't need you, I'll forget you, It doesn't matter." i know hell is seen as something that sinners are sent to. but from what i have heard, some didn't have a choice but to sin for doing good or to survive. the balance is pointless with greed and heartache. "I will play along, writing our song, we are perfect, I love you. No this is all wrong, Why aren't you gone? I know you're not that strong."

"Don't listen to me, We'll always be, So perfectly happy." i felt a ping in my chest. mom went through trama because she had me. she deserves so much more than what i can give her. i ranked up, but i am still a stupid weak link. "And maybe, one day I'll, Get to see, your smile! In the arms of someone, Who loves you, Like I do."

"No, this is all wrong." i began to cry. mom went through all that, and yet she still raised me. she's so much stronger than i will ever be. "Why aren't you gone? I know you're not that strong, Don't listen to me, We will always be, So perfectly happy."

by the time i wiped away my tears, there was an entire crowd of people. they all came to ear my voice. guess i still have a pleasant voice.