I know this is wrong.
So does Avery.
I called her last night after Tom left and I told her about how I told him everything and how he was angry at first but then he cooled down. She told me that she gets it. Worst thing is, she told me that she has a girlfriend. She told me that she was sorry for moving on so fast but she knew that I was with Tom and she wanted Brittany so bad that she couldn’t help it I sort of understand, I mean not really but I want her to be happy. I know that I can’t make her happy. I am that girl who lies and pretends to be happy with everything until something really bad happens. I walked into school the next day wearing black sweats and my white tee shirt. I went straight to my locker, organizing my binders and books for the day.
“ What are you doing now? Getting ready for me?” A very handsome boy came up to me and grabbed my butt and whispered into my ear,
“ I promise I won’t bite.” I leaned away from him but he wouldn’t let me go. He kissed my neck and I felt like screaming because I know what this always leads up to. It always leads up to someone getting hurt, or even worse… raped.
“ Let go of her you idiot!” I heard another boys voice call out loudly. I felt him let go of me and then walk away. The other boy came over to me in a rush.
“ Are you okay?’ He asked me
“ Yeah, I’m fine. I didn’t see that coming though.” I could see now that he is totally gorgeous with blue eyes to die for and the strongest biceps. I could tell he knew I was totally checking him out.
“ My name’s Leo, What’s yours?” He asked me, super hot.
“ Nice to meet you Leo, I’m Ave.”
“ It’s s nice to meet you. You’re name is beautiful by the way.”
A huge smile came across my face, on slid onto his face too.
“ I promise you I will keep a better eye out for you. So the next time I will get here before he grabs your butt.”
“ That would be wonderful.” I laughed, the way I miss laughing. I can’t even remember the last time I laughed with a boy like a just did.
“ So Ave, are you against gays?” He asked me giggling.
“ Of course not!” I told him.
“ Good because I am gay.,” he told me
“ That’s really cool, I can already tell that you and I are going to be like besties.” I smiled at him, and he smiled back at me.
“ You are really nice to me.” He said to me
“ Thanks, I guess I am one of those new girls who is a loner.” I frowned slightly. He put his arm around my shoulder.
“ Thanks for being nice to me, I don’t get much of that around here. I hate high school.” He told me
“ Me too, I just want to be one of those girls who isn’t invisible.”
“ You shouldn’t be invisible, if I wasn’t gay I would be completely in love with you by the way.” He laughed his awesome laugh, I joined in with him.
“ That’s nice to know.” I couldn’t stop smiling.
“ Everyone at this school is in a clique. Either they are a geek, cheerleader/ popular girl, emos, goths, punks, mutes, jocks, theatre/ singers, bisexuals, straights, lesbians, and gays, and loners of course.” I told him, sorting out all the cliques.
“ I know, everything in high school sucks. I just want to find a boyfriend who cares about me. Who feels the same way about everything as I do.” He said to me
