Part 5, Flashbacks, Avery’s POV
“ Hey can I show you something?” Seth asked me. I could barely hear him over all the music and all the screaming.
“ Yeah sure.” That was another stupid mistake I made.
He and I walked into a hallway, there was artwork hanging all over all the walls. I thought that it looked really cool.
“ Tell me more about yourself.” Seth told me
“ Well I love artwork…” He kissed me. I didn’t want to be kissed. I think that I made that pretty clear when I tried to pull away from him. He wouldn’t let me go, he just pulled me closer and closer to him. I was extremely scared thinking about all the things he could do to me next. He grabbed my hip really hard, pulled my hair. I was sure I would have bruises the next day. Everything happened so fast, I remember him raping me. He covered my mouth so I could scream. I couldn’t make any noises because he said it I did, he would have to kiss me. When he was finished, he grunted and rolled off me. I stood up and grabbed my clothes, I changed and ran for it. I probably smell like beer now. Why did I trust him? The next week went by in a blur. I felt so fat. I was always throwing up. I didn’t think I was sick, I didn’t know what was wrong with me. Then it hit me. I was pregnant. I couldn’t tell anyone. That would ruin me! I decided to have an abortion, with a lot of thought. I was sad about what happened and if I were to have the baby, the baby would only be a sad reminder of what happened to me that day. I never went to another party… After I got the abortion, people stopped talking to me. I didn’t know why, because no one knew what happened. I don’t think… Anyways, I felt so alone because no one talked to me. I was completely ALONE. I hated myself. I became suicidal, I tried to kill myself three times. I stopped only because I knew that no one would love me if I didn’t even love me.
