Angst
Y/n
*・゚゚・*:.。..。.:*゚:*:✼✿T𝗵𝗲 𝗵𝘂𝗺𝗮𝗻 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝘀 𝗮 𝘀𝗰𝗮𝗿𝘆 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗲....
It's like an ocean that no one dares to dive deeper into, a dangerous place filled with monsters of the dark, waiting for a chance to strike. What is it that satisfies the human mind? Can it even be satisfied, or has it basked in the glory of greediness for too long?What can truly satisfy the human mind? Nothing perhaps. It longs for more than it can handle, greed has corrupted it and nothing and stops it from spreading.
But what about the heart?
The heart is just as deceitful as the mind. But what's the difference? The heart fills that longing gap in your soul, it makes you feel as though love is the only thing you need. It makes you greedy for love.
Somehow, the mind, the heart, they're connected by greed, which puts humans to their downfall.
Although, sometimes love does conquer all. Love can overcome the greed of the heart, or it could be the cause of this greed.
Is it the mind or the heart that truly scares you?
You question everything, your mind, your heart, just for the sake of a man who has you captivated.
For a human with a greedy mind and heart, you question whether he can truly give you everything you need...
Maybe he can, that's why your heart longs for his love and your mind longs for his touch. Could he possibly satisfy the mind? You don't think it's possible, but for a brief second, it felt as though every fibre in your body was satisfied with him.
This man was the only person who could fill up that empty void inside you. And you wonder why.
Does he even know how he has you wrapped around his finger?
You hate how your heart races every time he looks at you. You hate how you begin to feel butterflies every time he talks to you.
But, behind all this hate, you know you love him. And no matter how much your mind denies it, your heart accepts it.
Why must your heart oppose your mind? Why can't they just agree with each other and be on the same page?
Maybe one day you'll realise...
Maybe one day, he can finally return the love to your longing heart and the comfort to your mind.
Be it 10 years or 20, your heart has set its target to love.
No matter how much you shower him with your love, he always says the same words,
'Maybe one day I can love you, but now is not the right time.'Why must he make you feel all mushy and then disappoint you with his words? Does he find your love amusing that he keeps dragging you on? No, he isn't like that, he isn't a person to lead you on.
But that would mean that he just pitied you. He pitied your love.
If only your heart wasn't as greedy as your mind... Then maybe, just maybe you wouldn't be longing for his love.
You wouldn't have fallen for someone who couldn't Return your love.
You wouldn't have fallen in love with Dan Heng...
The heart truly is a mirror of the mind...
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