THE DESIRED

Chapter 11 - suspicion

Ren's pov

Pacifist night , whiskey , soothing music best combination. I'm waiting for Ayan.
He and his band have been playing music in this bar for sometime, likewise i have become a regular customer in this bar. Nice drinks , nice music plus nice girl's perfect for me.

" Hey Ren " Blue came
" Where have you been " I asked him because i have been waiting for him like one hour.
" Sorry man , it's my brother. He nagging me a lot" he said
" What's this time " i asked him with a smirk. I know his brother, he is a brat . He is only 13 years old ,but his mouth speaks like way far from his age.
" You know what, that brat threatened me
Man " he said
" A 13 yr old boy threatened you " i exaggerated " How could that happen"
" You don't know how I'm suffocating in that house , this psychic asshole ......" He dragged my drink and he drank it.
" What happened man " i asked by thudding his shoulder.
" He asked me to buy him a new phone , a brand new i phone " he hold his forehead.
" Why of all of sudden "
" He took some magazines from by room" still his hands on forehead.
" Magazines ..!! ??" i asked teasingly
" Yeah .... That one " he face palmed
" So what , you going to buy him " i asked
" You got to be kidding me "
" Are you afraid of him , he is only 13 yr old, "
" That's the real problem, if he was even 18 i will just break. This .....huhh.... He has strong hold in the house" he said "just for get it "

He said and looked forward where the band is playing.
" How long are these girls going to follow him " he said while looking at Ayan and sipping the drink which is mine.
I just shook my shoulder.
" And how come he is ignoring them " i simply smiled and looked at Ayan ,and he give back his smile.
" Doesn't he have any girlfriend" he asked me
" I don't think so " i said
" That's right, i have never ever seen him with any girls " he sipped his drink and asked again " is he a gay "??
" I .....huhhh don't know"
" Are you really his friend, you really don't know anything about him " he took an another drink.
Yeah he is right , i don't really know about him , his family, his interest i don't know anything about his personal life.

I worriedly looked at Ayan , his eyes are on me , i don't know for how long. His expression changed i think he saw worries on my face. I don't want to ruin his mood , so i just smiled at him and look away.
It's not like i don't want to know , it's i don't want to pressure him or enter into his private space. I want him to open up. I poured an another drink.

" Then thus he have any other problem " he asked while peeking at Ayan
" What problem" i asked
" Like phobia or something ......like sexophobia "
" Are you nuts "
" Or what There is no one who doesn't have any relationship in his age and look at him , i clearly doubt him " he said looking at Ayan .
Poor him , he doesn't know what we are discussing. I shook my head and gulpped drink . It is really annoying.
" Ren , we have to help him " he said over dramatically.
" What ?? !! Are you really nuts " "no ....nonoo
This is ridiculous. Blue i think you are drunk , go home " i tried to push him. But he is not giving up.
" Hey Ren stop..... Stop ....
Listen to me carefully. It's nothing to be ashamed of. He is our friend and it's our duty to help him. "
Oh my god ........ He is starting again
" Ren i know it's weird. But it's natural in some...huhh I guess... ...
Ok i don't know clearly. But it can happen in some , because of their environment or something like that "
Huhhh my head is exploding........
" Look , he is your friend right " i nodded
" You like him " i again nodded
" Right. Then you have to help him "
" What me. ...?!!! What about you ??" I asked
" Ren........nnn
It's a personal matter it can't be discussed with everyone. " He tapped my shoulder
" You are his best friend, so it' d be better ,if it's only you " i showed my disencouragement.
" Ren look at him...
He is your friend help him " he said again over dramatically
" Ok what i have to do " i asked. Of course he is my friend.
" That's the problem, i don't know " he said blankly.
" What !!!!!! You put up a show without knowing anything. Ohh my... God and i believed you . I don't think he have any problem, it's your damn head , Go get it washed .... Gooooo " i shouted at him.
" Ohhh Ren i know i know ..... You are frustrated, after hearing your friends malfunctioning. I known ," he said he said softly thudding my shoulder.
Do i have to believe this fool. Oh my god what do I do. I actually 90% of what he said is true. I have never seen him in any relationship. Then thus he have any problem like he said...........
I looked at Ayan. He finished his music and packing his guitar. I felt pathetic...

Ohhh this asshole he messed up head. I regret inviting him today. His life is already messed , now he makes mine the same , i really want to smack his head . But.......

" What should I dooo " i cried while leaning to the table
" Make him watch some porn " he said
" What "
" don't you heard of porn . Make him watch some " he said proudly. Huuh this jerk.

Ayan came to our table. He signalled me yo get up.
" You guys finished " Ayan asked
" Yeah finished you can take him." Blue said.
" Ok then we are going, byee" Ayan said .
Then both him and i walked from the table.
" Hey Ayan " Blue called. He came towards Ayan and hug him and said " it's okay man " i face palmed. Then i drag Ayan who is confused . We walk pass blue and i look at him. He give a thumb up sign.