THE DESIRED

Chapter 1O - Unspoken

Ayan's pov

1 year has passed, since we met. In those past days a lot has changed more specifically me , myself has changed a lot. I'm now second year and Ren is in his last year. In this one year we have covered about 18 robbery . After the first one we did together we have continued it until now.

Today we officially told my friends actually Rens friends that we are living together , me and Ren as ROOMMATE . Actually we have moved in together for about 4 months now but we never told them about it , because o.if we does we need a good explanation and the exact reason is we don't want to expose our workplace. With reveal we had hard time to explain things , Blue even sulked that we kept our non-existent relationship from him. They came to the conclusion that we are in a relationship like love relationship, i really wished if it was true but in reality it is not , but i hope in future maybe......
I told them that my dorm is not spacious and i cannot extend the contract anylong so i has to move out and for Ren he told that his dorm is bit crowded, as of all he lived in the college hostel. So we told them how we decided to move in together which will be affordable a lot.They also know us as neighbours and childhood friends so there is no awkwardness between us. After clearing the situation they insisted on coming with us to see our dorm but we don't allow them because it's bee 4 months we were living together all our things majorly our work based things are scattered there but instead we took them to the bar .

And between Him and Me things are getting out of hand unfortunately only for me.I feel like a teenager who has a crush on his friend.I hardly control my emotions now we are living together under one roof , it's basically hard. I never told or even express my feelings towards him. Because he sees me only as a friend maybe bestfriend nothing more and i don't want to break that bond between us. Sometimes i feels more than happy with him. It feels really good to have person who take care of us , who' d wait for us , to talk. I m lot more calm now.He takes care me as his younger brother but i don't want to , i don't want him to see me as brother, so whenever he jokes around me or insist me on calling him PHI i will just drawn it before that word came out of his mouth. Yes it's true i never called him PHI , he is 2 year older than me , i don't want to be his younger brother anyway. Not in my life.

Living with him , I'm really happy and excited everyday but sometimes a little tensed. We live in rented house , upstair of the house. We did choose it because living in a flat or anyother building we can't go out as we please because of the cameras, securities and all. So we choose a rented home , it's upstairs. The ground portion of the house were not rented and there were no residents there. Our portion is on the upstairs, and is spacious as a home. We have a living room , one bedroom attached with bathroom and kitchen. Our bedroom is also spacious which includes two each studies , two beds , two closets and other things.

It's really nice to wake up by seeing the one whom we love , it's really wordless. He is a latewaker. After waking up about for 10 min i just stare at his sleeping face it has become a habit and i fancy it , i fancy him.I hardly try to not convey my feelings towards him. Because I'm afraid if i show my feelings he will stay from from me. I can't handle it not now especially because it has grown higher in this past year. Everyday waking up by seeing his face, the days we spent together, the nights , even the food time, we never had a day that we didn't ate together all these are messing me up with the feelings. So i don't dare to tell him.Sometimes it's hard to keep together whenever he drinks and pout at me , while sleeping , coming after showering even when he smile it kills me. I felt like i will just blow with all these feelings . It kills me like hell.

Ren's pov

After 4 months of living together we finally told my friends about we, living together.At first it was a mess but later they understand. But after that they insist on coming to our home , i don't know if i want to call it a home but it felt like one. we brought them to the bar instead to our home.

Time flies really first, it felt like i met Ayan like yesterday , it's been one year now but he has become more important to me than my friends.More like a family, we ate together, we go everywhere together, we spent time together even in silence we find out comfort in eachother,that why i told he is like family to me.

Living with him, i found myself lowlife based on him.He is cleanfreak , no i don't want call him that because Cleaning is a basic stuff but not for me. My studytable are overall a mess , scattered with all kinds of stationery things , extra computer parts, my all toy cars and all . On the other hand His table is clean , more precisely said perfect . Everything is kept perfect and clean ,i do wonder when does he clean all these . And i really like his closet , all dresses are kept in order. Shirts , jeans, t shirts all are kept in order based on the colour, i do want to keep like that i even tried trice but at last it all ended up clashing together , sometimes i don't want to pick a dress because while opening the closet door my dress will fall on its own. He also have some excercise stuff/ gym stuff in his room , ofcourse he has a great body , that i admire a lot . I like his six pack body , and i also want to build my body like him but i don't like to workout I'm lazy . My workout Is dancing that keeps my body healthy. Sometimes Boxing , not like intense boxing but some tricks that can harm or even kill the opponent.
Within this one year we have robbed 18 times.No one has tailed us all safe and sound.

Ayan's pov

As for me i have come little close to the six x ring . I slightly get some glimpse from Daniel.

FLASHBACK

After i shoot Daniel in his shoulder he lost his sense . I give him sedation and brought him to my own place which i kept secret from Ren. I tortured him for days to spill the tea , but he never did but i get some information about other business of the 6 x ring group and i specifically targeted them . Ie, in 18 robbery mission 6 of them was 6 x rings and like the first mission i also give them a message more like a warning. Because i want them to know they are being hunted and i enjoy it.

FLASHBACK ends

Daniel is still in my Custody, because he is the link to them. But unfortunately he don't exactly have any direct he didn't even meet them, he just follows the informations and instructions given by them. So for now we have to wait for them, because they haven't shown yet and it's already passed 1 yr now. I even plan to kill Daniel because they haven't even searched him , but any way i will keep him and draw information about all other business of the group and i will destroy them slowly.