let Me hold You | Herophine Fiction (English)

8.more things to know

{hero}

It's about an hour and half since i remember we were wandering in city.All we did was to walk here and there,walking as usual people.I'm still full of our meal which with no compliment,was so so delicous.Only different is Josephine cooked not Sam.

"Rin,what happend to you meet Josh?" He asked and i found my self being curious too.Sam himself,Morgz and Felix were talking and suprisingly,it seemed he changed the topic from soccer to her by asking this question.Erina looked him for few seconds as she opend her mouth,but then closed it,smirk on her lips showing itself.

"For the first time,i want to play fair about 𝘛𝘏𝘐𝘚.Save it 'till we arrive home and ask when he's there too." She had glaswen.Ear to ear.

"Why?You have different sides to tell it?" Asked Morgz with a raised eyebrow as we stopped near to a mall.Erina looked him as her smile turned to a little smirk,her eyes half-closed."Then why would i say that?"

𝘖𝘩 𝘮𝘢𝘯,𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘴𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘤.

"Then tell us about yourself.We only know you're Jo's scholar." He smirked back and Erina started laughing."Okay okay..Ask and i answer.It's better."

"Where are you from and month of birth?" Samuel asked.

"I'm half-breed to be honest.Paul's from LA and my mom's from Asia.I was born in June." She smiled in end of her respond.I was too deep looking to her eyes to realise it didn't reach them and,why she called his father by name?

𝘠𝘦𝘢𝘩 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘩,𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘪𝘵..

"You're in what lesson or sport?" Nan asked as we sat all on a desk and Erina wandered around us like a little fairy.Well i already think she's fairy..Too sweet to be real.
Speak of being real,i looked around seeing roses here and there.Colorful and beautiful.
It's a thoughtful design for this city i guess.

"If by sport you mean soccer clubs,i can say Crystal Palace and West Ham United." Smirk plastered on my,Felix' and Morgz' lips.

𝘠𝘌𝘚!

"And about 𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘴..I love swimming,figure skating,soccer,ballet,biliards and ofcourse,dancing."
She didn't pronounce '𝘙' in '𝘖𝘧𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦' which made me shocked.Her voice became so thickly and so well.

"Am i hearing British accent?Rin?" Nan asked and we burst out a laughter.She smiled."How?" I asked while i wipped my eyes.
"𝘛𝘏𝘌𝘙𝘌 𝘐𝘚 something called Google Voice and being fast learner you know." She smiled and this time,her eyes were shining,more than a usual radiance.She was 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 happy.It was visible.

"And lessons?" I asked.
"Literature." Answer was short but,her eyes were closed as a Cheshire-cat smile rested on her lips.

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{josephine}

"Jo?Josh gave you the dress?" Rin asked while i was exploring sites for a beautiful dress for her.I still can't believe that Josh asked me for that.

"Yes she gave it to me and i called home to thank them and talk to them.Kat said you helped them for that darling.I owe you this." I kissed her cheek and closed the tab.I want to make this a suprise,but somehow i think this gonna be her birthday dress.

She laid next to me on bed,resting her head on my shoulder.Times like this,i feel more than a coach for her..Motherhood maybe?I've no idea.I only know she's younger than her age and it reminds me myself.Only in someways,she tasted bitter in her childhood.

"You don't and the dress needed to show its shiny side as its owner's."

"Enough of that.What you brought for competition?" I asked.
"My olive skirt with that white shirt."

I closed my eyes to remeber which ones she's talking about.Then i shook my head.
"My dear,it's a competition not a picnic."
She smiled."I know.I got another things but i think these ones were better for covering..You know?"She was looking down and i stroked her cheek with my thumb.
"You know this is a good chance for being more confident?" I asked.

Not gonna lie,but in her age i was so shy about my body and how i look.Mom wasn't too nervous about making me barbie,she only cared i eat healthy and my body works well which i am so thankful for that.I guess i started loosing weight after Erik's birthday party,last day of highschool..

I shivered for a moment remembering.

𝘉𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩 𝘑𝘰,𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩.𝘏𝘦'𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘨𝘰.𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳.

"So you got other things yeah?Why you didn't tell me?We can go to your room and show them to me." I offered and her eyes became shiny."Good idea." She stood up.

"I'm gonna talk with Sam and i'll come.Throw Josh out if he was in your room or whatever." I laughed and saw her biting her bottom lip few seconds.She is not type of people who blush when they're shy.

I walked downstairs to find Sam.
"Samuel?" I asked from walls.Everybody were out except him and Nancy.
"He's in garden." Nan answered me.She was in kitchen,trying to find something edible.I laughed.

"I sometimes think you're carrying a baby.You know?" I smirked and hid my head before she throws anything on me.
"Don't tease her,you kid." Sam's voice was clear and i turned my head,seeing him sweaty with messy hair.I remember how i tried my best learning Nan,not to drool when he was back from gym.

"You called me by the way.So?" He kissed her hair from back.
"Felix texted to you." She puored some apple juice in glass and gave it to him.
Adorable."What he said?" And i love their trust.I makes me happy to see how they love each other without being cheesy alway.As my parents.

𝘐 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘓𝘪𝘻' 𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘚𝘵𝘦𝘱𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘦𝘸 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘩𝘥𝘢𝘺.

"He asked us to join them.I think he found a club or something." She shrugged.

"You good with that?"

She hummed as she hugged bowl of popcorn,eating them while watching tv.
"Good.What about you and Rin?" We started walking upstairs.
"I think she's okay with that."
"And what you wanted to say?" He sat on floor,opening drawer and pulling out towels and clothes.

I stayed silence.My words fade away.

𝘚𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘺..𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘦𝘥.

"And people can't understand you and Morgan because of who knows what,my ass!Blinds.Come here." He opend his arms,i almost laughed as i hid my tears and hugged him.
"Morgan is older than me.𝘈𝘢𝘢𝘢𝘯𝘥,it's none of my business she's older and still acts younger than you." I laughed.

"Once i'm not there for you and i need to be sure you forgot 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 thing.Past doesn't make future Jo.Hmm?" He smiled kindly,making my shivering heart to loose speed and beat normally.

"I know." I stood up and didn't let him to say more.I left to Rin's room.

I wish i had an accident to forget it.
For God's sake,it's seven years now and i'm stucking with it still!
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So um,what happend you think?
It became unusual,huh?Share me your guesses.Jo's running from what?🤔💭
May i see some comments?💬🥹
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