let Me hold You | Herophine Fiction (English)

26.affects and dramas

I blink and suddenly my stupid smile,my daydreaming eyes and my delusional sight becomes clear.
Door is closed.Sky is grey.Clouds ready to rain.

𝘍𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘺𝘩𝘮𝘦.

I walk quickly to car's direction and Simon turns on the engine immediately.Thank fuck.

"To house sir?"

"Yes Simon.Quick please." My throat is dry.He eyes me until we get outta alley and i try to gulp some sliva down my throat.

𝘗𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳.𝘈𝘵𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘯𝘰𝘸.

I open my phone,sending a text to our group,telling boys i've arrived since they were texting,asking and tagging me there from morning.I also aware them that i'm gonna sleep few hours so i won't host none of them coming to my place.It's truth.With this water coming from sky with no pause,i will need to sleep and become deaf and blind for hours.I 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 handle it.𝘕𝘰 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯.

But it sounds stupid.What if Jo needs me?And i be knocked out,unaware of her?And what if she gets in trouble?I know ofcourse,she is an independent adult woman but..
𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘑𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘱𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘦'𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵.
I know she has insecurities about who knows what,but she can handle herself,yet this worry runs down my spine.

I take a deep breath calming my nerves,as we arrived.Timing.

"Thanks Simon.And,you don't need to come picking me up tomorrow.I'll go to photoshoot myself.Take some rest boy."
He nods,a bit surprised,but he covers it with a little smile.
"Thanks sir.Take care."

"You too."
𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘴 a𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘦..As if i didn't know?

{josephine}

I wasn't ready but..
When he hugged me i felt good.Like a pure warm feeling filled my cold toes and fingers.I always get cold fingers in morning but today because of flight i had them all time.Even in car too.
I know i first felt the need of taking a bath and wash his print on me,here i am,leaning my head to wall and thinking.
𝘐𝘛 𝘐𝘚 𝘍𝘐𝘕𝘌 𝘑𝘖.

I felt fine too.It was beautiful and he was gentle.Like he thought i might break into million pieces if he hugs me tighter.
𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘪 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘪 𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘴?

So after few moments listening to silence,i huffed.It's too quiet.Yet i don't wanna add any sound.I love sound and silence both.But second one is annoying when you speak in your head.

I decided to start cleaning the house,not opening my suitcase.
Nope,not now.It tempts me to jump in bath.But well,i have works.

***

"Oh my God!" I giggled,finding out what time is it by my rambling stomach and clock.

It's six,and few sweat drops dripped from my neck to cleavage,back to behind and scalp to nape.My hair was a messy bun but it didn't leave longer on my hair since i cleaned floor.My cheeks are heating,my body sticky and sweaty.A reall ball of mess.

And yet it's 𝘴𝘪𝘹 o'clock.

I didn't sleep as much as i wanted to and needed to,but the house looked more miserable than me,who spent  hours in flight with some company.

I stood up.
"It's donee!Finaally!" As if i got a trophy for cleaning.
Well,i had to get.I gave mom a tough time to clean my own room when i was younger!

Going upsrairs gave me a relief to see downstairs with a better view.White fabrics were gone as dust on tv,whole house looking new and clean.
𝘕𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘏𝘖𝘔𝘌.