Crush

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Like.
For the longest time I've fought to remind myself it's just a like, not a love.

But now, I'm trying to remind myself it's even like. It's slipping away from me slowly.
Instead of always glancing at him, my eyes sometimes shift to someone else in the room.
I know I don't have a chance with the other guy, it's like one in quadrillion, but I can't tell if I even like the first one anymore and i feel so guilty for it.

I mean, the first one made me feel worth something, he was sweet to me, but did it fizzle out over time? It feel's like he got more distant. stopped answering soon or right away, stopped asking to call, stopped texting first, it's all so weird.

It went from him replying in 1 minute, to 1 day.

He's way different from how he acts at school than alone. But, I still can't put my situation into the exact words.

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