MARRIED IN VEGAS:STORY OF MY LIFE WITH MR KIM

Chapter 9

Beep, Beep, Beep', her alarm clock sounded and for some odd reason it was way too loud and way too noisy than mine and yet she didn't wake up at the sound of it which made me wonder why she was always late for class, she slept through the her alarm clock no matter how many times she sets it , I for one couldn't stand the noise and I immediately turned it off and slumped back into the bed and for the first time since I woke up noticed how quiet her room and the entire compound was, if it were possible I could cut through the silence with a knife. Spending the night with her all of a sudden took me back to when we both were living together as roommates, life was beautiful when we were together there was never a dull moment it even made our friendship a lot much stronger but at the tail end I had to leave because I wasn't used to the moments when her boyfriend came around and the things they did in darkness at night thinking I was far into sleep but I was very much awake, memories like that made me happy that we didn't have to share a room together anymore but in all I still missed her as my roomie. Morning birds started singing from a far and I knew for a fact that the city would soon be fully awake so I lazily got off the bed and stretched for a long because I could feel my bones all joined up together and with that I got up, I took out my phone to see if I got any messages or calls from him only to find out to my dismay that my phone had ran out of battery and was off I knew I had to get back soon so as not to cause him to worry even though I knew that he may not have been worried, I quickly tided up myself wrote a little note to Ann telling her I had gone home and I would see her at school and with that I dashed out took a taxi and I was my way to his place.
Getting to the estate didn't take so much time because there wasn't so much traffic as the city was still somewhat asleep I told the driver to stop a little far of from the gates and when the taxi drove away I used my usual entrance which was a back gate and entered, I kind of wondered why there was a gate and why did no one know about this and if they all did why was the gate always left opened, did someone know about me and Taehyung?, and decided to open this gate so I would be able to enter?, too many questions and little or no answers and I wasn't ready to work up my brain that early. I walked all the way to Taehyung's apartment and noticed that the front door was left a little bit opened and there were some unidentified shoes laying at the entrance which made me think the worst, Robbers perhaps? he could be trouble and I had to do something. I decided to scream for help but what we that do maybe if I screamed and people were to gather I would be arrested as an accomplice because am not supposed to be here in the first place, so I decided to go in on my own and save my husband I mean Taehyung... and with my shoe in my hand (wondering what this would do on any bad guy) I stepped into the apartment and noticed a man standing with his back against me he wore all black which made him look so cold and frightening, "stay away from him"  was all I could master the courage to say and as the man turned around was when I realized it was, "Jungkook" was what I said, "Ah, your back..., guys she's back" and that was it dawned on me that the shoes outside all belong to them I didn't even notice it properly, every single member began to come out from different corners of the house expect Taehyung I couldn't see him anywhere "I told you she would come back" jhope said putting a hand on my shoulder "she promised us that she would keep this a secret and she is doing a great job "I couldn't really understand what was going on but I knew my staying out yesterday must have cause such a big issue, before I could say anything someone asked" where have you been "and that was when I noticed Taehyung in the room from his facial expression I could tell he was angry and before I could explain he shouted out at me" Haven't I made myself clear that you can't stay up late that this secret of ours is your topmost priority and under no circumstances must anyone find out about this, but you seem to show little concern about it do you... "was all he could say before namjoon held him and told him to calm down and with that he announced that they were living and Taehyung should take care of me, all this why I stood there thinking... wondering why my life was like this, for the first time since the last 24 hours memories of the past months flooded in like wind and almost made me tear up but I wasn't going to show him my tears no I wasn't, by this time the members had all left which left me and him all alone the silence in the room could kill if it had the chance and all this while my eyes where on the floor , I didn't have the courage to look at him for fear of my tears dropping and that would be awkward for me or us, "you should know that this secret your keeping could ruin my career and your life and so you need to be careful is all am saying so try to be careful" was what he could say before I spoke, the words that I spoke frightened him and me inclusive:"then you should wish everyday that I die so I can live your life and no one then will be able to know about this then your life can go perfectly back to normal since am the problem", something cold ran down and I realized for the first time that I was crying I immediately cleaned the tears and looked back at him and I could see he was worried about me but I didn't let that stop me from what I needed to say so I moved close to him stood right in front of him and said" if I were you I would pray everyday for my death so I can get rid of me since am what gives you headache everyday with that I think your problems will be solved"and with that I walked away make sure to bump into so hard that he would feel pain.
Weeks later we seized to speak to each other because we rarely saw each other at home, I for one had decided within that we may live in the same house but we won't have anything to do with each other or even made the mistake of seeing face to face with this being done I would be able to forget that I once loved him and it was working because ever since our last little encounter my love for him began to die and I was getting myself well prepared for the day we both had to sign the papers, Tan was the only way we knew that each other was still okay and breathing because when I was home and he wasn't around yeontan was the only I would play with and talk to and see when I held him close I was able to feel his presence in him and smell his scent in his fur (I had to believe he felt the same way too) with this time went by really slowly to slow I would say because something happened wish I believed shouldn't have if time had moved faster (I had to believe it was time's fault)
One this certain day, I had stayed out late like I always did just to ensure that before I came back he would be in bed sleeping and we wouldn't have to see each other, I came in around 12 going to 1 am after spending sometime out with Chang (because Ann wasn't around) so he was the only around to spend time with so that I would stay up late getting home I moved around quietly so I wouldn't wake him up, while putting on my slippers to go upstairs to my room I noticed Taehyung was still up and he was sitting on the dining table with a bottle of wine in his hand and he asked where I had been and why I was coming back this late, I stuttered trying to answer him because it was the first time I was seeing him in a long time and for some reason he was looking too hot to handle, the room was had little light wished I would enhanced his beauty more. He walked up to me wish made me shift back a little because I thought maybe I don't know he would it me but instead he only came closer way to close for comfort and spoke right into my ear:"Stay with me tonight",those words ran shivers down my spine and it made somewhat excited for some reason but I had to be in control because it was clear that he was drunk I stepped away from him to examine him properly and for the first time I noticed he was sad I could tell he was hurting for some just mere looking at his face. "I have to go and sleep today has been really hectic and I need to get up early for..." he didn't allow me to finish when he pushed a glass of wine to my hand and asked me to have a drink I tried to protest but he wouldn't hear of it so instead he dragged me with to dinning and poured himself a drink and told me cheers I decided to take a sip and before I knew it a sip turned into four glasses and with that we talked and laughed made silly jokes that barely made sense and more glass came pouring in and with that my vision clouded.