MARRIED IN VEGAS:STORY OF MY LIFE WITH MR KIM

Chapter 18

A month eventually pasted after my little escapade with Chang and I eventually began to move pass the memory of that day but there were days I felt disgusted with myself because the memory came crawling back to my mind and that thought made me feel I cheated on Taehyung which broke my heart. Chang eventually came back to work and let me be honest with you guys it wasn't easy having him around because most of the time we were always assigned to one thing or the other together and we kept having to see each other because I was trying my very best to avoid him but it seems there was no escaping that, there were times I caught him still staring at me longingly and I would walk away quickly from him trying my very best not to fall and there were times our hands would touch and we would spend time looking at each other and I can count with my fingers how many times I had avoided kissing him which was beyond worrisome to me, things like this made me to stay away from Taehyung because I felt so dirty but he would still put his hands around me saying that he was here to protect me so I shouldn't worry about anything which made me give him my best smiles even though I was keeping something from him.
On a certain day while I was working Chang came up to me and said he wanted to talk but I said no that I was busy but he didn't hear instead he dragged me along with him which made everyone around there including Ann to stare and I could tell from her face that she had questions,"what is wrong with you?" I said while getting out of Chang's grip instead of answering my question he conered me against a wall just like that time and he said if I didn't love him I should kiss him again just to prove to him and I said no but he insisted and came closer to me and said to kiss him and before you know it our lips were inches from each other before I pushed him away and said I couldn't do it and he laughed a wicked laughed and said "so you really love me and you have been lying all this time wow your so pathetic"and I stood my ground and told him what I should have told him a long time "I don't love you Chang", I said almost shouting "have never loved you and I will never love you because I love someone else and that person loves me so much that doing this with you is cheating on him and I can't face him because of this" I said admist tears "have always loved someone and that's not you Chang but him but have not been able to tell him how much I love him because of this stupid act I committed with you because I feel I have betrayed him and I don't know if I will ever tell him"I went on while letting the tears flow freely "and if you don't believe me look at the ring he gave me the day he proposed to me"I said while dangling the ring Taehyung gave to me in front of him" And please stay away from me so I won't hate you please just leave me alone", I said while going on my knees in front of him he made to grab me but I got away from him and left.
That day after work I wrote my resignation letter and sent it to the boss and didn't wait to be asked any questions I just left I knew this was the only way Chang would get over me because staying would warrant for him to do something which we may both regret, I took a taxi down to HYBE company because I knew Taehyung would still be at work I was able to get through the security while lying to them I was a cleaner and I wasted no time looking for Taehyung because I needed to clear up everything with him so I would know were I stood in his life after he must have heard my story. I eventually found him talking with the other boys and I stood there just looking at him before he noticed me and he came up to me along with the other members it had been long since I saw them and they were all happy to see me we all talked before I told them I wanted to talk with Taehyung for a few minutes before they excused us and I took Taehyung to a corner while I got ready to tell him everything "I hope everything is okay", he said while looking really worried at him and I started told him about everything and about the kiss me and Chang shared and I could tell from his face he wasn't too happy and I didn't stop talking until I told him about everything,"But I really do love you Taehyung I really do I just don't know why; I allowed this to happen am really sorry"I said again crying honestly these days I cried alot which made me annoyed with myself when I expected Taehyung to walk away and leave me he instead took my hands in his and asked if I actually loved him and I nodded a big yes too it "then tell me how you really feel about me he said while looking at me so lovingly and I don't where the words came from but I said it:
“I used to wonder how people could spend their life with one person
But now I've met someone like you, I think I understand
I want to spend every minute loving you if I was given a chance?”
I said after which I looked down shyly because he couldn't stop smiling and the members gathered around because they already heard half of what I said causing me to blush and he lifted my face to look at him "Yes... you have been given a chance but please don't break my tender heart", he said while placing my hands on his chest while smiling slyly and the members hooted and hooped which made all of us laugh out, for the first time I could remember I was really happy genuinely happy and I knew I would be happy for a long time to come.
The next morning I woke up rather late maybe because it was a weekend and there was no work I had to hurry to (because I quitted) and I found myself in Taehyung's room but nothing had happened between us because I clearly remembered he said he would love for me to move to his room since I was officially his wife and the thought of that made me laugh quietly to myself the sound of a piano playing made me wonder where Taehyung could be so I decided to find out where he was (even though I knew were he was) I immediately found him in the corridor playing his piano and he looked so handsome doing it (he was playing a romantic note on it)when he saw me he beckoned on me to join me which I did and I sat down next to him enjoying every bit of it and when he was done he looked at me and at that moment I knew what I wanted, I didn't wait for him to react when I reach out to him and kissed him it was for a short few minutes but it was beautiful and I could feel butterflies in my stomach which made me feel ticklish he put his forehead on mine echoing the words "I love you" to me which I smiled in affirmation to.