Our love is forever (A Delena story )

Chapter Eighteen

"Well that was...interesting." Damon finished his glass.

Monika wrote Max a note. It's said.

Max,

I did this because of you. I loved you so much. I loved Noah so much. I'm sorry I cheated on you. I really am. I couldn't live not being with you. I made one stupid mistake and I killed myself. Tell Noah I love him. Tell him Im sorry for being a failure as a mother. I love you and Im so for being a bad wife. I really am. I'm sorry I killed myself but it was the only way.

-Monika

Max got back home and shut off the car. He was exhausted. So exhausted. Noah was at his sister's house so he had time to take a nap. He went inside and immediatly noticed something different about the house. For starters it was unlocked and he had locked it when he left. Then he noticed his bedroom door was cracked. "What the hell?" He pushed the door the rest of the way open. It was dark inside and he couldn't really see. He fumbled around the table for the lamb until his hand stopped on a piece of paper. Flicking on the lamp he looked at it and read it. It wad a suicide note. He looked up then saw Monika. "Oh god! Monika!" He cried and immediately got her down and checked for a pulse. Nothing. "Oh god. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." He was filled with guilt and sadness and couldn't take it anymore. He rushed to his nightstand, ripped open a drawer and pulled out a small hand gun. He sat on the foot of his bed and looked at it. He couldn't just leave Noah with anyone. He knew what he was going to do. His last wish was going to be in the form of a text: Monika's dead. And by the time you get this I will be too. Please don't blame yourself for what happened. It was never your fault or anyone elses. I just have one request thay I ask of you. I can't leave this world without knowing if my son is in good hands. What I'm trying to say is that I want you to be the one to take care of him. He is at my sister's house. All you have to do is go over there and get him. His things are here at the house. Thank you for understanding and thank you for being my friend. - Max. He pressed send and then placed the barrel of the gun to his head with a shaking hand.

Elena looked at Damon. " Damon, what's wrong you look upset."

Damon had gotten Max's text. He swallowed. He showed her the suicide text, but wasn't sure she could read it due to his hand shaking so badly.

" he probably hasn't yet. We have to go save him." Elena grabbed his hand and vamp speed to Maxs house. And Into his bedroom.

Max's finger was on the trigger. He was just about to pull it. Elena vamp speed over to him and took the gun. "No!" Max yelled. He had lost it. He tried to wrestle the gun back from Elena.

Elena throw the gun out the window. She saw Monika on the ground dead. " Max, s-she might not be dead."

"Don't you lie to me! I checked for a pulse! She had no pulse! I want my gun back! I want-I want-" He choked up on his tears.

" I gave her vampire blood last night. She hurt herself and I healed her."

"What?" Max couldn't believe his ears. "No way! You're a freaking vampire?! No! I won't let Monika become a monster! No!"

" I'm sorry. I'm pregnant and I wasn't thinking right. Would you rather have her dead than be a vampire and her be with you?"