~ 𝓤𝓷𝓻𝓮𝓺𝓾𝓲𝓽𝓮𝓭 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 ~

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I never thought that my love would ever become unrequited. I always thought that my love someway or somehow would always be returned and appreciated , that was till the day I met you. I promise myself I wouldn't truly fall in love with anyone, at least not wholeheartedly, not for the fear of my feelings but because of the hate I would have for myself if I ever fell out of love with them. But now I have more reasons. You being one of them. I don't ever want to fall in love with someone who I know deep down will never love me back the way I love them. I don't want to fall for someone who will always be a reminder to me that there will always be someone else who thinks they are ready but not ready enough for me. And god forbid I fall in love with someone, it would tear me apart from the inside out to find out they never truly loved me the way I loved them, and deep down you will always be with me, you and the thought of how scary  it would be if, them and I ever became the way you and I became.

~ 𝓪𝓪𝓺

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