This Love |2| Taylor Swift Fanfic

004

Hey guys! sorry for cancelling Thursdays update :( hope you all had a good week though!

21st July 2017, Cornwall

Day 21.

"Lasagne for lunch good Tay?" Freya asked as they walked back to the house from the stables.

The girls had been taking the horses out almost every morning now and it was something they both loved to do. They got to talk about everything and nothing, they changed things up occasionally and took them out to the beach, riding across the shore in the early hours of the morning when there was nobody around.

"Lasagne sounds great" Taylor nodded "am I good to use the den for my session?"

Taylor had been having therapy sessions twice a week and they were doing wonders, the blonde was finally accepting that none of this was her fault. She was accepting that she had no control over what happened however she did have control over what she did with it. It was time she took the reins again and built from this instead of crash from it.

"Of course" Freya nodded "Just make sure you close the door so the cats don't disturb you" She chucked as they walked into the mud room, the pair changing their muddied boots for the lilac and pale blue crocs. Both with each others initials. The F on the right shoe and the T on the left, Freya's purple one also had a horse shoe whereas Taylors blue ones had a guitar.

"Kiss?" Taylor asked as they walked into the living room, her lips already puckered awaiting the brits lips.

Freya smiled kissing her tenderly "I'm gonna make a tea do you want me to bring one up for you quietly?"

"No, I'm good waiting till lunch" Taylor nodded.

"Okay have a good session I'll be down in the kitchen if you need me" Freya nodded to the blonde who grabbed her laptop off of the couch in the living room and headed to the den upstairs.

And that's exactly what she did, as Taylor headed upstairs Freya filled the kettle and got to chopping and peeling carrots and onions for the lasagne.

She had read a couple of weeks ago that sticking to certain meal times helped people with bad eating habits, she never told Taylor but she had been trying it and so far it was working, even yesterday as it approached the time they usually ate dinner Taylor began to ask what they would be eating. So Freya was determined to stick to the schedule, breakfast within the hour of waking up, lunch between 1230 and 1330 and dinner between 1930 and 2030, a snack around 1700. Taylor's session today would end around 1300 which was perfect they would still be within Taylor's unknown schedule. Turning on the radio softly she began to cook as Ariana's side to sang sung through the radio.

-

"Alright Taylor so just before we wrap up tell me what you've taken from this session" Margaret spoke easily from her office. The older woman in her late 40's with strawberry blonde hair, green eyes and light freckles. Taylor couldn't help but think when she first met her that this was the exact person Dolly Parton must've been describing in her song jolene. Her calm presence made sharing things with her easier and Taylor was really benefiting from these sessions.

"I can't change what happens but I can change the way I react to things and I need to accept not everything is in my control, I need to work on communicating my feelings in the moment rather than letting them build up and I need to be patient with myself and give myself time to heal, without putting pressure on it" She answered just as easily.

"Perfect I think for Tuesdays session we can maybe talk about how you feel towards your career? We've navigated through your personal life and how you felt leaning on your loved ones and shutting them out I think its time maybe we—" However she was interrupted my a loud stream of curse words coming from down stairs.