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//// SUICIDAL IDEATION, UNHEALTHY COPING MECHANISMS, BRIEF MENTION OF SH ////
for some poetic words mean good things:
inspiration, happiness, love-
for me they generally mean i am devolving into a fit of madness.
I do so very often, spitting out ugly poems to avoid doing something else with my emotions.
this is not to say the poetry doesn't help, because it might be one of the only things that does.
no, what I mean to express is that poems come from intense emotion- and for me that is nothing good.
I write to keep myself from doing the things I badly crave, the coping mechanisms I hold onto that really just make everything worse.
and from the real extreme, the complete breaking point, the one of no return.
I live in a constant state of closeness to that point.
but idk
YOU ARE READING
poems for the dead
Poésiewritings I suppose- mostly a vent, but only ghosts even listen so idk- also sry fer bein so angsty im just constantly sad for invalid reasons general trigger warning for the whole thing bc I forget in some chapters,, most of these are sad and may or...
