it is not inherently sexual
a longing to be close
to simply lie together, bodies mixed
the desire for touch-
for that intimacy you do crave
could it be bad-?
no. not inherently-
for you though, it is.
you will never experience such closeness
being comfortable in your own skin, so deeply comfortable in someone else's presence
to have someone you can simply lie with, for your nakedness to just be intimacy, and not a sexual thing
for someone to be so utterly in love with you, to have that same desire for touch
I am touch-starved
aching for an intimacy I will never experience
I want love, true, deep love
is that too much to ask?
this world is so hard for a hopeless romantic
I've not even had a first kiss
oh what it would be like, just to love and be loved
I fear I will never get that though-
no one could ever love me
why would they?
YOU ARE READING
poems for the dead
Puisiwritings I suppose- mostly a vent, but only ghosts even listen so idk- also sry fer bein so angsty im just constantly sad for invalid reasons general trigger warning for the whole thing bc I forget in some chapters,, most of these are sad and may or...
