(Something i came up with one day. I will make one for each member. Basically its a flipped point of view on the I Need U MV. Its just based on a girl who is watching them do these things to themselves. It won't match the music video exactly events wise because at points it doesnt make sense. For example it shows Jimin is out of the tub and then in the next cut scene of him his head is going under. They will be posted to age so the first 3 (Jin, Suga and Hope's) will be depressing one sided loves, Namjoon's will be neutral and the maknae lines' will be a little happier than the others (emotionally). I choose to do it this way because everyone is making it on the guys while mine will make it like a girl is singing it to them. I hope you like them. These were also posted on my Asianfanfics account and on my Tumblr account so yeah i didnt steal these.)
A loud sigh left her lips once again as she watched the hand on the clock tick by in beat with her heart. It had been 4 days since Seokjin had gone into his apartment and as his friend, _____ was getting worried when she hadnt seen him leave. Gathering up her courage, ______ pulled her slippers on and exited her quiet apartment. The envelope she had placed against the wooden door was still upright which further confirmed her thoughts of Seokjin not even opening the door.
______ lightly knocked on the door and waited for the male to answer. Her thoughts were coming and going almost as fast as her speeding heartbeat. Her breathing became shallow as she waited for a response that didn't come.
Inside, Jin quickly placed the burning flower petals on the floor in the middle of the room and moved to sit down on the bed. His breath hitched slightly in his throat as the person on the other side of the door called to him. "Seokjin-ah? Is everything alright? You havent left your dorm in almost 4 days..."
'Why does she have to care so much? This would be so much easier if she just forgot me like everyone else did...' Jin released his breath as his emotions reached their peak and a cold tear ran down his cheek (that rhymed!). Seokjin scooted further onto his bed and curled up into a ball as his eyelids closed.
Seokjin was surprised and a little saddened when he woke up. The knocking on the window bringing him back even though he was sure he wouldnt come out of his sleep once his mind went blank. Jin let out a sigh as he stood up, aware that the lillies hadnt suffocated him like he had wanted them to.
Staggering towards the window, Seokjin was slightly annoyed to see ______ on the other side. The majority of his thoughts belonged to the heart broken part of him which was disappointed at not having slipped away in his sleep like he had planned. And although it was slowly losing, the smaller rational and hopeful side was trying to get the fact that someone still cared for him to his brain. Sadly its attempts were going unnoticed. The female let out a relieved sigh to see the male although the sight of Jin's swollen eyes and skinny appearance caused her to sway on her feet a little.
Just as he was about to close the curtain, the smaller part of him, the part of him that existed before his breakup, caught sight of the look on her face. Recognizing the pain, Jin slid the window open enough for her to climb in as the rational side managed to break the barricade to his actions. "What the fuck Seokjin? I was so worried about you. What have you been doi-"
Jin followed her gaze and found the forgotten flowers on the floor, his anger coming back as the suicidal side fought and the last of his rationality was crushed. As he moved over so his body blocked her view, Jin set a serious face. "Nothing. It doesnt concern you."
"Jin, i'm your friend. If something is wrong you can tell me. You have to tell me so i can help." ______ placed her hand over the males, her brain taking note of how cold his skin was.
"No! Stop worrying about me! Stop caring about me! Nothing you can say or do will bring her back to me!" Jin grabbed the females arm and dragged her to the door as his annoyance reached his limit. Despite the male not eating, Jin still had more power than ______ as he harshly pushed her out of his door.
As she reached down to pick up the 'cheer up' card she had left by his door, only one thought was in ______'s mind as she wiped the tears away. "Why is it you? Why did it have to be you? Why can't i leave you?"
