The shadows began forming around the edges of Hoseok's vision again. It was only then that the male realized he hadn't taken his medication since the previous day. Staggering towards the bathroom attached to his room, Hoseok turned the water on as he assessed the dead person in the mirror.
After the breakup with his girlfriend the male had gone back to his old ways and habits. Habits like forgetting to take his pills, lounging around in his apartment, having suicidal thoughts... His now ex girlfriend was the one who reminded him to take his meds. Aside from J-Hope's friend _____ or course. The 2 grew apart after J-hope got a girlfriend but she was always caring for him from afar.
Twisting his face left and right, Hoseok tried to find a view that didnt resemble how he felt inside. Not finding any, J-Hope opened the cabinet and took out the pills. Pouring a handful out, Hoseok watched as a few slipped between his fingers and into the filling sink. Tilting his head back and swallowing the little capsules, Hoseok groaned as the meds hit his empty stomach. Not really wanting to stay inside anymore the male turned and walked out of his door, surprised he hadnt stumbled while pulling on his shoes.
*your p.o.v*
"God where are you Seok? I need to just take the pills and just give them to him when he needs them." As i was desperately looking for him i wasnt expecting to see the familiar head of black hair fall to the pavement.
*Hobi's p.o.v*
I swayed slightly as the churning feeling in my stomach got stronger. Not only had i taken too many of my pills but i had also taken them on an empty stomach. Before the darkness consumed me, i caught sight of a familiar figure running towards me.
*outside p.o.v*
_____ waited half anxiously half patiently for the male to wake up. After getting the male into her car with the help of a concerned bystander, the female brought her friend back to her house to care for him since this wasnt the first time she found him unconscious.
A groan caught the female's attention and she turned to see a sickly pale J-hope sit up. "Jesus Seok i was so scared. All the things you said are like a mask. It hides the truth and rips me apart. It pierces me, I'm going crazy, I hate this."
Hoseok forced a smile as he moved to stand up. Like every other time she would pick him up after finding him passed out he answered with, "Thank you for picking me up again but you really should have just left me..."
"It goes round and round, why do I keep coming back?"
