HIM AND I. (KIM MINGYU FF/SMUT)

CONFRONTATION.

YOU STOOD THERE FROZEN AS YOU SAW WONWOO WAITING FOR YOU. HE LOOKED SHABBY, AND DISTRESSED PROBABLY IN THE MOST DISTRESSED STATE YOU'VE EVER SEEN HIM. HE LOOKED LIKE HE WAS ON A VERGE OF CRYING. HE BEGAN COMING TOWARDS YOU. YOU DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO, YOU STILL ADORED HIM AND YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP COULDN'T POSSIBLY BE TORN LIKE THAT. YOU WERE SOMEHOW GLAD TO SEE HIM, YOU WERE SOMEWHAT RELIEVED TO SEE HIM WORRY ABOUT YOU FOR, YOU THOUGHT YOUR FRIENDSHIP HAS FINALLY ENDED.

WW CAME TO YOU AND HUGGED YOU AS TIGHTLY AS POSSIBLE. HE BROKE THE HUG AND LOOKED AT YOU WITH SO MUCH FEAR AND LOVE.

WW: YOU'RE OKAY Y/N? YOU'RE NOT HURT ARE YOU? WHERE WERE YOU? TELL ME YOU'RE OKAY?NOTHING HAPPENED TO YOU RIGHT?

YOU HUGGED HIM BACK, AND YOU BEGAN CRYING YOUR HEART OUT.                                                  

 Y/N: I'M OKAY WONU, THANK YOU FOR CHECKING UP ON ME. 

YOU WERE SCARED COZ YOU DIDN'T WANT HIM TO SEE YOU IN THAT STATE BUT HE ALREADY DID SO THERE'S NO TURNING BACK NOW. YOU JUST DIDN'T WANT TO HURT HIM AFTER ALL THAT HAPPENED.

HE LOOKED AT YOU, HE HELD YOUR FACE NEARLY CRYING.

WW: I WAS SO SCARED Y/N, I THOUGHT SOMETHING HAS HAPPENED TO YOU, I KNEW YOU WEREN'T THE TYPE OF PERSON TO DO ANYTHING LIKE THAT BUT STILL I WAS SCARED TO DEATH I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT MIGHT HAVE HAPPENED TO YOU. PLEASE INFORM ME WHEREVER YOU GO FROM NOW ON.

Y/N: I'M SORRY WONWOO. AND I'M ALSO VERY SORRY FOR WHATEVER HAPPENED BETWEEN US, I WAS WRONG, I SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE THAT TO YOU.

WW: DON'T WORRY ABOUT THAT Y/N, WHAT'S IMPORTANT IS THAT YOU'RE SAFE AND IT WAS MY FAULT TOO, I SHOULDN'T HAVE FORCED YOU UPON ANYTHING, WE CAN'T CONTROL OUR FEELINGS, IT'S NOT IN OUR HANDS. OUR FRIENDSHIP CAN'T POSSIBLY END LIKE THAT. WE HAVE MORE AFFECTION THAN THAT.

HE ONCE AGAIN PULLED YOU INTO A HUG AND YOU COULD CLEARLY SEE THE TEARS OF RELIEF IN HIS EYES. HE IS SWEET, YOU CAN'T DENY IT.  YOU MISSED THE WARMTH OF HIS EMBRACE, FILLED WITH LOVE AS USUAL. YOU LOVED YOUR FRIEND.MORE THAN EVER NOW.

Y/N: I'M SORRY WONU.

HE PULLED BACK AND YOU BOTH WIPE YOUR TEARS.

 ANDDDDD WONWOO NOTICED THE MARKS ON YOUR NECK. HE FUCKIN DID. HORROR WAS EVIDENT ON YOUR FACE.

HE LOOKED AT YOU CONFUSED BUT THEN HIS EXPRESSION SUDDENLY CHANGED AS OF HE UNDERSTOOD WHAT HAS HAPPENED.

WW: DID HE HURT YOU? HE DIDN'T FORCE YOU INTO ANYTHING RIGHT?

YOU STOOD THERE IN SHOCK YOUR EYES WIDENED.

WW: I KNOW Y/N, I KNOW YOU LIKE HIM. BUT YOU NEED TO BE CAREFUL. DON'T TAKE IT TOO FAST, DON'T BE IN A HURRY, TAKE IT SLOW, HAVE YOUR TIME, GET TO KNOW HIM, YOU BARELY KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT HIM.

Y/N: HE DIDN'T HURT ME WONU, HE ASKED FOR MY CONSENT AND ASKED ME IF I WAS COMFORTABLE.

WW: I KNOW Y/N. HE'S A GOOD GUY, HE WON'T HURT YOU, BUT YOU SHOULD STILL TAKE THINGS SLOW,YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW HIM YET. DID U DO IT WITH HIM?

HIS QUESTION CAAUGHT YOU OFF GUARD. YOU WEREN'T SURE HOW TO ANSWER.

Y/N: YES WONWOO ( YOU LOWERED YOUR VOICE) 

WW: IT'S OKAY Y/N YOU DON'T HAVE TO FEEL BAD FOR ME. IT'S YOUR LIFE. BUT PLEASE TAKE THINGS SLOW I'M TELLING YOU AGAIN.

YOU LOOKED AT HIM COMPLETELY SHOCKED, YOU WEREN'T ABLE TO PROCESS HIS WORDS. ALTHOUGH HE SAID ALL OF THIS, YOU COULD STILL SEE HIM BADLY HURT.

WW: I THINK YOU SHOULD GET INSIDE AND REST. 

Y/N: NO YOU SHOULD STAY A LITTLE LONGER WONU.

JOSH: LET HIM GO Y/N, AS MUCH AS HE HATES LEAVING YOU WITH ME ALONE, HE STILL NEEDS SOME TIME TO PROCESS. HE'S CLEARLY VERY HURT.

JOSH'S WORDS HIT YOU LIKE A NEEDLE. SO YOU BID HIM BYE.

HE WAVED AT YOU AS HE WALKED AWAY.

JOSH:  LET'S HEAD INSIDE IT'S LATE AND I'M NOT DONE ASKING YOU QUESTIONS, THAT'S THE PRICE FOR MAKING US WORRY.

YOU LOOKED AT HIM AND TOOK A DEEP SIGH AND HEAD INSIDE WITH HIM.