Sunil's POV
1 week later I'm lying on the sofa crying, these wall used to be full of happiness, but all that remains are the echos of that life. I used to be so happy in this house, now i want to get as far away from it as i can. Everyone i know Fabio goes away in the end, eventually you will too. Amore(means Love) im not gonna go anywhere, i'm happy with you if not the happiest I've ever been in awhile. You are, even though i have you i still feel alone. I miss my sons so much, you have kids. If you want to leave me you, can i can understand why. No im not going anywhere, i love you too much to let you go. You make me feel some kind of way, im madly in love with you. You l...ov..e me haven't hear that in awhile, well i do. Im so sorry to here that Amore Fabio says, where did your sons go. They went to go grieve, after me and their dad split. Why did you split Fabio asks, He makes me feel so safe i say so i want to tell him, well my mom passed away in a car crash. I got depressed and i lost myself, we would argue about stupid shit. We grew apart and became distant, i really loved him but i could not control my words. I would throw things in his face about the the things he did too me, i became frustrated with myself and took it out on everyone else. I tried to make it right but the damage was done, the cracks could not be sealed i begin to cry. I threw it all away, i loved him like no other. How could he do this to me, after everything i did for him. Everything we went through, i always took him back im just a fool. Hey im sorry to hear about your mom, i miss you mom i say as i grab my necklace with her ashes in. Your not a fool Amore, you just thought he would change. change is a understatement he never did, i just took him back every time. People probably think im a joke, he cheated on me twice, he beat me and left me for dead, he broke my heart multiple times.
Amore its ok you have me now and you always will, i look up at him. He kisses my head, i love you so much. i do too Fabby, aww that such a cute nickname he says. Fabby what does Amore actually mean you call me it all the time, it means love. So you have called everyone Amore you have been with, no your the first. I feel privileged, your funny Amore. Im told that alot by people i say, BY WHO DO YOU HAVE SOMEONE ELSE. i get scared, im sorry Amore he says after he sighs. I love you Amore, i do too Fabio. I feel Fabio's boner, how are you always horny. you make me so fucking horny, Fabio i want to take it slow. That's ok Amore, i can wait. You can but is could be a long time, it will be worth it he says while kissing my cheek.
Fabio's POV
Sunil gets a message, We need to talk asap is says. Sunil ignores it, who was that i ask. Johnny my ex, hey we miss a message comes through from 2 people. who are they, i just want to know who your friends and family are. So if i meet them i know what their name is and who they are, its when you mean them not if Fabby. You will meet them but when your ready, so this is my Son Ashton, this is my second son Gavin. He hasn't messaged in awhile i think to myself, this is my other son Mattia hes Italian too these are self explanatory yeah dad and brother. Bryce and Noah are my best friends, my world who is that i ask with fear. That's you silly, oh makes sense. got a bit worried, hey i would never hurt you Fabio. I have been hurt like that, i made sure i would never let anyone feel that pain. You should reply to them, im not ready. but it seems they are, they will be living with Johnny until im ready. i know that sounds bad, hey Amore it doesn't it makes sense after everything you have been through. I promise you will never have to feel like that Amore, Fabio i know i dont sat those three words but i do. Yeah Amore i know, its just going to take you time. But know i understand and i'm always here for you, ill be with you every step of the way.
Fabio, yeah i reply. will you move in with me, i say nothing. Im sorry of i said that and its too soon, ignore it im so stupid. No its ok, your not stupid Amore but you are Beautiful he looks up at me and blushes. Yes i want to move in with you, but only if your ready. Of course i am Piara meh puchia si what i say with confusion he switched it on me, the day i met him i spoke Italian. i said of course i am love i asked you, ok you got me. Yes ill move in, what room do you want me i in i ask, ours Sunil replies. You care for me alot, i dont really get much sleep Fab. But with your embrace i will, your vibe is calming, I feel asleep few times, but you asked me something i feel bad sleeping while your talking. Amore you should of told me your tired, get some sleep. I hug him tight and watch him sleep, i love this boy so fucking much. But if knows what im involved in he will leave me, i cannot have that. But i feel bad because, i may have to leave suddenly without being able to say goodbye. 1 hour later he wakes up and looks up, What you thinking about he asks. You, this is the happiest ive ever been, but why am i feeling so afraid of this, no longer alone walking along having someones hand to hold, im always thinking about all the things that i could do wrong Sunil Sings. thats what i always think about he say, not me. The song is about you, i worry now that i have you, im afraid of all the things i could do to make us over. Your perfect, you wont do anything wrong. If you do, ill still come back to you. I love you to much to leave you Amore, you make me feel some way which i cant explain Amore.
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Fabio's Colombo's Gay Chronicles
FanfictionAfter leaving Italy doing a despicable thing, I move to Toronto to leave my sins behind and my blood stained hands. I become a savior to a beautiful boy, he becomes my angel. I pursue this boy further, after learning about his past life and his pain...
