Heavy On It !

Why Her 2

Y/N POV ••

There was a thick silence between us only the light snores from Armani filling the room, that was before a soft timid voice filled the air.

"I know we've have our differences but I really need to get held right now" she says in a soft voice that's completely different from her regular nasty one. It held a bit of vulnerability insinuating that at any moment she would breakout in tears.

Against my better judgement I close the space between us by pulling her into my side wrapping a protective arm around her and Armani that's on her chest. "What happened?"

"Besides the fact I was born it's my birth giver"

"You mean your mom? What did she do?"

"She kicked me out. Honestly I thought it would be sooner than this. It's just I don't know what I did wrong to make her hate me so much" towards the end of her sentence her voice trembles before she's fully crying in my arms. At this moment it's nothing els I rather do than to lay here and be her support system

"Why do she treat you so bad?"

"I don't know. It all started with my real dad he was heavy on drugs, all kinds crack, meth,pills whatever he could get his hands on. He would leave the house and be completely fine and come back just evil. A monster. One day he was so high on drugs he set our house on fire while my mother still inside, me and my brothers we're at a friends house at the time when another one of our friends came and told us our house was up in flames. I just remember us running and crying and screaming at the top of our lungs"

"Long story short my brothers went to stay with other family members and I decided to stay with my mother. And after that day she was never the same. Our relationship started out a typical loving mother daughter relationship then she became angry. I think it started off with just being angry at the world but then it trickled down to me, and before I knew she became another version of my dad. Then she started dating and she became worse. All her boyfriends were douche bags but her recent one Michele has a attraction to me, I've woken up to- you know what I don't want to talk about it"

"But when I told my mother about it she didn't believe me, out of all the things she's done to me that completely shattered my heart." Onika is crying really hard now and it's nothing I can do but hold her. so that's what I do, I hold her tight and let her cry in my neck.

I can't even verbally express how I feel because of how angry I am, no I'm beyond angry I'm livid. No one deserves the things Nicki has went through, I wish I could snap my fingers and take all her pain away. "I'm so sorry you had to go through that" I comfort her

"I've been so mean to you why are you helping me?" She asks her cry's coming to a sniffle

"I don't know. And that's a good question why are you so mean to me?"

"Be-cause um I-I like you. You're the only person I wanted and you never paid attention to. I don't know how to love properly and and I'm sorry- I know I should've done it I was stupid-" I place on finger on her lips to stop her from talking

"You're rambling. And I get it I'm willing to sweep everything under the rug if you are we could friends."

"Friends? Didn't you just hear what I said?!" She asks looking at me like I'm crazy

"Oh I heard you clearly, what you think just because you confess your feelings that I would forget all the bullshit you've said and done to me over the years? This isn't some fictional Wattpad story where we just fall head over hills for each other, this is real life and in real life things don't work like that."