Heavy On It !

Act I

Nicki Minaj Pov

"Onika can you please smile, you're scaring everyone away with your ugly frown" My wife harshly whispers in my ear after we just had an awkward interaction with a family member of hers.

And quite frankly I don't give a fuck 'cause I told her I didn't want to be at this duck shit ass barbecue anyways, especially if we have to pretend to be this happy couple that's deeply in love. At this moment in our marriage I don't know what I'm feeling for her right now but it's far from love.

"Beyoncé please get the fuck out my face because it's probably yo stank ass breath that's causing them to walk away!" I say annoyed shoving her away from me. I wasn't trying to be loud but I managed to still draw attention to us by some of her family.

"Onika you better stop disrespecting me in front of my family!" Beyoncé says in a warning tone but I know it's just a bluff

"Girl fuck you and your noisy ass family!" I angrily say before picking up end of my sundress and storm out, I revive whispers, stares, and gasps on my way out. Immediately I start to feel bad because Bey family hasn't been anything but nice to me over the years but frustration and built up anger caused me to say something I didn't mean, oh well I'll just apologize later.

The crisp New York spring air hits against my skin once I made it outside causing goosebumps to cover my exposed arms.

"Onika wait up, what the fuck was that?! How dare you disrespect my family like that!" She questioned angrily once she caught up to me.

"I didn't mean to snap like that, but I told you I didn't want to come so it's your fault for dragging me here!"

"My Fault?! How could this possibly be my fault?!"

"Because you made me come and pretend that I love you and that we're happy when we're not!!" I yell going to cross the road before she grabs my arm and pulls me back

"So you don't love me anymore is that what you're telling me?!!" She yells looking down at me with a pained look in her eyes but I ignore it because I'm hurting too.

"I don't know you tell me you're the one cheating!!"

"So that's what this is about? The disrespectfulness and attitude all over a lie you made up in your head?"

At this moment I want to push her ass in the middle of traffic, how could I make something like that up when the little skank sent me their exchanged text messages and videos of them together. Beyoncé knows this but she continues on with this innocent facade playing victim when she's really the villain.

"Beyoncé go to hell!!" I say once I reach our car and climb in slamming the door in her face, I quickly lock the door before she could try to open it and put the key in the ignition. She pulls on the door handle and bang on the window yelling and screaming for me to let her in but I just pull off on her leaving her where she stands.

Driving through the dark night streets I drive with tears streaming down my face, pain shoots through my chest as flash backs of our many fights replay in my mind.

Flashback

"STOP TALKING TO PEOPLE WHEN I'M OUTSIDE DOING WHAT I HAVE TO DO EMBARRASSING ME IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE. STOP!!" I yell angrily at her

"OH DON'T GIVE ME THAT INNOCENT BULLSHIT! I WAS THERE AT YOUR JOB I SAW HOW FLIRTED WITH ALL THOSE GIRLS AND HOW YOU PLAYED YOUR GAME HOW YOU PLAYED ALL THOSE GIRLS, BUT YOU NEVER DID THAT TO ME!!" Bey says and I walk away holding my chest in disbelief with her lying.

"I NEVER ASKED YOU FOR ANYTHING ALL I EVER ASKED WAS FOR YOU TO BE HONEST WITH ME!!" She says before grabbing her car keys to storm away, but I can't let her go. She'll probably go over to that bitch house.

I pick up the closest thing to me with happen to be glass plates and I throw them at the back of the head. I miss by merely inches but they got her attention. "DON'T WALK OUT!!"

"GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!!" She screams

"No stop" I say calming down because this is not what I want

"Get. Out. Of .My. House."

Second flashback

"Do you realize I'm at work and I can't sit and argue with you. I'm not like you I don't sit home all day and hang out."  I say looking up at her as her tall frame blocks me from exiting my office. I wait for her to move but she just stands there with a blank expression.

"Do I need security to come escort you out? Because I will have you escorted if you try to play me." I ask

"Oh really?" Bey asks not believing me "I brought you flowers and you can't even-"

"Is there a problem? Because I have to get back to work"

"Onika I don't know why you're acting so mean towards me"

"DON'T PLAY STUPID WITH ME CAUSE SERIOUSLY I'LL SLAP THE SHIT OUT YOU!!" I yell pointing my finger at her

"I don't know what you're talking about" she defends

"REALLY? SO I HAVE TO LOOK THROUGH YOUR PHONE AND SHOW YOU WHAT I SAW?!"

"Yeah here show me!" She hands me her phone out her back pocket

"SO IT'S A JOKE TO YOU?"

"No it's not-"

"Beyoncé for the last time get out of my office"

"Fine!" With that she storms out of my office slamming the door on her way out.

Flashback Over

Before I knew It I was sobbing behind the wheel. I try to gather myself up but the more I try the more tears fall. I shed so many tears that my vision of the road becomes blurry, but I can't stop the loud sobs that leaves my mouth and before I knew it everything just happened so fast and the next thing I know the sound of tires screeching against the pavement of the road, hundreds of tiny shards of glass flying everywhere, and the painful feeling of my head hitting against the steering wheel.

The pain doesn't last long before everything goes black.

Inspiration: The Crying Game music video

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