ᴀᴅᴀ: sᴇʟғ ʜᴀʀᴍ ᴄᴏᴍғᴏʀᴛ (ᴘᴀʀᴛ ɪ ɪ)

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tw: mentions of self harm, abuse, burning, cutting, etc.

if you are not comfortable with this type of stuff, click off.

characters included: atsushi, yosano, kenji

ᴀᴛsᴜsʜɪ:

- atsushi would blame himself internally on what happened

- at first, he was just going to the bathroom, but then he noticed it was locked,

- he didn't pay attention to it that much but it wasn't till he heard sniffles from the room he turned around and glared at the door with concern

- poor boy is scared, worried, all of the above, he loves you to much to see you get hurt.

- at first he thought you were ambushed and was constantly knocking on the door.

- " ynn?? yn! are you in there??"

- he only got sniffles in return which made him even more worried

- he tried barging in, but he stopped, thinking that it may or may not just make your condition worse so he didn't.

- it wasn't until he heard lighter sounds, like the fire lighter sounds.

- he looked under the door and saw the lighter against your body, causing him to flip.

- he looked for a key, and used the back of the key to open it, (my bathroom doors r weird so.)

- once he got in, he ran to your side, poor baby was crying from how scared he was.

- once he and you calmed down, he asks you to give him the lighter which he would give back once he trusted you enough with it.

- the entire day was him cradling you in his arms,

- he would definitely be more alarmed next time

- days after, he grew in the habit of asking, 'are you reeeeally pooping/peeing..' cause he got nervous you'd hurt yourself again

- he just wants what's best for you, it hurts him to see you in pain

ʏᴏsᴀɴᴏ:

- yosano wasn't really doing anything, she was just organizing her scalpels and other stuff.

- she was humming a tune, getting rid of the scalpels that were in the chopstick boxes

- it wasn't till she saw you rushing into the bathroom. she was quite suspicious but she didn't pay much attention to it

- maybe you had to take a gigantic crap?? i mean she'd gladly hold your hand while doing so, but i don't think that was necessary

- after a few hours, she didn't hear any response from you, which got her even more worried to the fact that you usually don't just stay quiet.

- she sighed, walking up to the bathroom and knocking on it.

- "kochou, are you alright? you're worrying me." she spoke in a gentle voice, knocking on the door slightly.

- that sudden noise caused you to drop what you were holding, which was a small razor you got from a pencil sharpener. it was slightly rusty and would hurt more as it was a dull blade.

- her eyes widened at the sound, "honey, i'm coming in .."

- as she opened the door, she looked at you, worried. your entire body was bloody, and the cuts were rough from the dull blade.

- she looked over to the floor which contained the blade and she sighed.

- "you'll get an infection.." she spoke, sitting next to you.

-she grabbed her supplies from the bathroom cabinet, grabbing rubbing alcohol and any other nrccecary items

- she would definitely not put you through her.. 'special treatment' at the moment, she didn't want you to feel any more pain.

- she quickly patched you up, hugging you afterwards.

- "do you want to talk about it?"

- she's very gently with you, tonight she was big spoon.

- you have a doctor as a girlfriend, she knows the medical stuff

ᴋᴇɴᴊɪ

- kenji was out tending to his animals, you guys own a small farm.

- he was tending to the plants, picking out the weeds and other stuff, his daily jobs.

- it wasn't until he saw you move behind a shed, something in your hands, gardening sheers

- he didn't think much of it at first, maybe you wanted to take care of some weeds (or puncture someone's right eye out if you know what i mean../ref.)

- he continued to tend to his job, but after a few, he noticed you stayed in that specific place.

- poor baby got worried, he got up and walked towards the shed carefully.

- he remembered that there wasn't any weeds there, so you trying to remove shit wasn't a valid excuse

-it wasn't till he found you cutting your body, his eyes widened

- as everyone knows, kenji isn't that fond of using violence against someone, and he certainly didn't enjoy seeing you be violent to yourself.

- the boy ran towards you, kneeling by your side

- "are you okay?! d-did you do this to yourself? "

- he was so worried.

- after a few, he talked it through with you, he took away the bloody gardening sheers away from you.

- he was holding you gently, he was cradling you, telling you stories about his past and his family.

- he even showed you a stray cat that appeared on the farm, telling you how he fed it and gave it water, he's a cutie and a keeper.

- he says to you how he'd protect you no matter what, whether it's from other people, or yourself.

- he asked yosano to tend to your wounds in the most gentle way possible, and she did what she was asked too.

- the entire night, he was stuck onto you like velcro.

- he loves you.

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a/n: would you guys like smut??

(it accidentally autocorrected to slut and i almost published it.)

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