𝙱𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝙰𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗 (reader x Tom Kaulitz)

Chapter 8

The next morning I woke up in his arms. I've missed feeling this type of safety when he's around, when he's holding me like this.
Even though I feel so much hate, there's a little spark of love. Well, I think it is love, I'm not sure. Maybe it's just the tension that builds up in me everytime I see him, everytime I think of him. Maybe a relationship that contains just sex it's better for us. Friends with benefits doesn't sound so bad, but it doesn't sound too good either.

I try standing up, but I can't. His grip became even more stronger. "Stay a little longer." I heard him say with that deep morning voice. And that's when that tension builds up again. "I'll be back, I'm gonna take a shower." I said looking at his beautiful sleepy face. Now this time he lets me go.

As I let the water fall on me, I'm thinking about how I'm going to murder Bill because there is no way he's getting out of here alive. Even though he proposed to me this whole situation a week ago, I didn't know he would do this anyway, without my approval. "Morning'' I hear Tom say, looking at me up and down. "Oh my god you scared the shit out of me. What are you doing? Can't you see I'm naked?" I said trying to cover myself up with my hands. Because I was thinking about ways to murder Bill, I didn't even notice when he got in the bathroom. Ughh why is this shower made just from glass.

"No need to hide, I've seen all that before." He said while playing again with his piercing. Oh my god, that damn cursed piercing. "Can you let me finish showering?" I said with pleading eyes, even tho a part of me wanted him to fuck me against this wall glass.
"Why spend so much water-" he said, now taking his clothes off " when we can shower together, to save some?" he said while slowly approaching me. I could feel the cold wall behind me as I looked lustfully in his eyes. "You're right" I said, his lips hungrily attacking mine. Tom wrapped an arm around my waist, keeping me pinned using his hips. Working his mouth effortlessly,  he eased his tongue inside, making me moan at the feeling of it, tangling my fingers into his dreads.
Dropping his face to nestle in the crook of my neck, he started lowering more and more, till he was standing on his knees. He began kissing and sucking on my inner thighs, teasingly avoiding the part where I needed him the most. He paused right in front of it, looking me up in the eyes. "Can I?" he asked while holding my hips steady. "Y-yes" is all I managed to say as I felt him place his tongue onto my clit, flicking the tip, grazing his piercing against my arousal, putting my right leg on his shoulder, to have more access.
The pleasure became even more higher, as I felt him adding two fingers deep inside of me.

My mind raced with wavering thoughts,  the combined stimulation of his fingers thrusting inside and his tongue swirling constantly, driving my body over the edge. I was unable to withstand, failing to keep up with the amount of pleasure I was feeling throughout every limb. While resting my head against the wall, I closed my eyes, panting heavily from the increase in his pace.
A wave of ecstasy rushed to my head, causing me to moan out loud his name "Yes, oh my god, Tom, I-" was all I could say as my legs began to tremble, my mouth forming a perfect "o" while I reached my orgasm.

He then stopped, planting a single kiss on my thigh, slowly standing up and liking his fingers, while maintaining eye contact.
"You taste like heaven." he said, finishing liking his fingers. Tom started to kiss me again, feeling the tip of his cock right against my arousal. "Fuck" I whisper, letting his tongue explore my mouth.

I gasped as I could feel him sliding slowly in me, letting me adjust to the size of it. I could once again see stars as I felt him moving in and out.
He wrapped his hand around my throat, fingers tightly squeezing with every thrust, as I choked out from the immense pleasure. I whimpered under my breath, chewing on my bottom lip.

The intensity rapidly progressed as I  felt a familiar burn coiling in my stomach. We both finished at the same time, exhaling harshly, allowing ourselves to catch our breath, before Tom pulled out. He put his forehead on mine, still trying to breathe normally, as the water was dropping down our body.
"I've missed you so much." he said, closing his eyes. "I've missed you too." I say, giving him a little peck on the lips. "And I'm so sorry for what I've made you feel. I know I can't repair what I did just with words, but please, give me another chance." Tom said with hope in his eyes and voice. Hope that I'll forgive him for what he did. I don't know what to say. A part of me wants to still hate him and take my revenge, while the other part wants to try and love him, to try to forget everything he did. Sometimes the best revenge is to accept the person back in your life, like nothing happened.
"I'll think about it. You know, it's not that easy." I said looking deadly serious in his eyes.