𝙱𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝙰𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗 (reader x Tom Kaulitz)

Chapter 12

"Mornin' Giul, I've missed you" I said hugging Giulya. Because the tour was over, I'm back here, in agency, working. I love this job, but having to wake up early in the morning is not so pleasant.
"Hiii miss guuuurl. How was the tour?" Giulya asked me, hugging me back. "It was, fine..I guess. I'm a little tired tho." I said with not much excitement.

The ride back from France was exhausting. I had to look after Tom because he was throwing up, a lot. And when he was done, he slept with his head on my shoulder. The whole fucking ride. I was trying to move a little, so I could find a comfortable way to stay, but he was hugging me too tight. When I arrived to my apartment, I automatically felt asleep, swearing when I heard the alarm in the morning. But here I am again and I can't deny that I missed this place.
"I hope this tour and all the fun didn't make you forget about the party." Giulya said while I was taking the papers out of my bag. My eyes instantly widened. "Fuck!" I mumbled, praying to God that she didn't hear me.

"Yea the party. I didn't forget about it!" I said trying to remember when it was. "Yes. The party that is supposed to take place this Saturday." said Giulya realizing I totally forgot about it." And WE host this party and the guests are the artists with whom we have a contract, including your beloved Tokio Hotel."

SATURDAY??? That is in like 3 days and i have to organize everything and to finish the song i have been working to and prepare the tour for Giulya's band. Fuck it. Giulya saw the bewilderment and despair in my eyes as I realized I was fucked.

"I bet Tom fucked your brains out and that caused you to forget about these important things." I looked at her angry, but I couldn’t deny it, because she was totally right so I just looked at her trying to find something to say, but my mind was too occupied with the images of Tom fucking the life out of me. "So I am right!" said Giulya, somehow excited by the ideea. " You have to tell me everything!"
"Yes, but not now, because now I have a lot to do." At least, after this tour and after everything that happened I have enough inspiration to write a song. So I took out my notebook and a pen and I started writing.
The day passed so fast, but at least I could finish that damn song and planing the tour so now I am home, waiting for my pasta to cool down a little when my phone rang, making me check it and noticing that I didn't have that number saved in my phone. I answered asking myself who could call me this late.
"Hey, princess!" and that moment made me regret answering the phone. "What do you want, Tom?"
"I just missed you a little." I could hear a little alcohol in his voice, but I was too tired to fight with him and his drunk ass again, so I let him talk. "I hope you were for real when you told me you forgive me." he remembers… even tho he was drunk, he remembers. Maybe he really meant it. "Oh, stop being so fucking stupid, you know he didn't mean it and you know he won't change." I told myself, but I think my inner voice was way too loud and I think that Tom heard my thoughts. "You think I forgot just because I was drunk? Oh, Y/n, I could never forget something that is related to you. You left your prints in my mind and heart and even tho I was a complete ass, I still want you so bad. I want you in every way and I want you that bad that I think I will come to your house right now."
"No, Tom! Stay where you are and stop being an ultimate ass and just leave me alone!" I said hanging up the phone and throwing it on the floor as I seat down at the table and I start eating my dinner, trying not to think about what just happened.