The Love Journey

The Familiar person

  When I heard someone come into my home, I turned around and saw.

Lex: Kim!!!

Kim: Hello Lex.

Lex: You have some nerve coming here.

Kim: Whatever. You know you can forgive me.

Lex: I will not forgive you after what you did. You spread rumors about me, and none of them were true. You're the one who wanted to move here. I wanted to stay at our old town. I came just because I loved you. I wanted to be with you, but my feelings for you went away after I learned what you did. There is no forgiving for you at all anymore. You need to deal with what you did for the rest of your life.

Kim: What!

Lex: I will not be held back by you anymore. I'm ending our friendship now, get of of this fucking house now.

Kim: What the fuck don't be a bitch and be like this.

Lex: I will be like this. Me being like this is your fault. You can't day it is isn't. You broke me down, and and made me like this.

Kim: Whatever!

I saw Kim walk out of my house and leave. I let a deep breath out, and tears started to go down my face. I then went into the living room , lay on my couch, and started sobbing. Into the pillow that was on the couch.
 
   I can't believe I actually said that I'm so proud of myself and sad about it. I said that I loved them. This day sucks so bad. I forgot how we even became friends. I remember everything else but that. I know it was something great, but what even happened to do bring this moment up. How did I even get a crush on him. Better yet, why did he come over here. He probably just wanted to make my life a living hell. He loved to see me in pain for some reason. Now I know why. He just wanted to get to me and have me yo only trust him.

  I want him to feel what I felt of what he did. I want him to feel all of the pain I did. I want him to lose his friend like what he did to me. I want him to feel bad for what he did to me and beg for my forgiveness that I won't give him. He will feel what I feel.

    Now it's just me in the house it feels quite lonely in the house with anyone in here. My house should be soon done in 2 more weeks. And no, I didn't start work yet. I start in 2 days. I can't wait for that. That brings me happiness knowing that I can start new here.
  
    Everyone is being so nice after they find out that Kim was lying about everything he said. Now they are on my side. Everyone is great there personally changed so much. I'm so happy for that.

  But knowing that Kim said though things is horrible. But I missed them so much I felt alive again but I can't let him. I just realized he's toxic. Now I can't trust him anymore he will probably fuck up my words to make people to hate me again. If this stuff is true, he did that before then.

  Everything that happened is it because I trusted him that much. The things I told him were because I trusted him with that. But he twisted my words, making people think I did something when I didn't. When this goes hopefully I can find someone to trust again. I want someone to take care of me and love me.