The Love Journey

The past

Lex pov

  When I was lying on the couch, I started to remember my past and why I wanted to be loved agian.

(This part coming will be triggering for a lot of reasons like self-harm, abuse, and others, so

Lex pov

  I remember when I was 5 years old. I was in a deep sleep, and I started to hear fighting going on downstairs. I was curious about what it was about. I was hiding in the corner of the stairs and heard that they were fighting about me. And why didn't I get any powers. And father thought mom cheated on him. I ran back upstairs quickly and quietly as possible.

  I layer in my bed and hear footsteps coming up from the stairs, and I hear someone open my door.

Dad: Get up now!!!

Lex: *Gets up* Yes, sit

Dad: Mind explaining to me why you were downstairs earlier.

Lex: I was wondering why you and mom were fighting, sir.

Dad: What was it about.

Lex: It was about me and why I didn't get powers.

Dad: That's right, and wanna know what I found out.

Lex: What?

Dad: You're not even my kid at all. After all that time, I was raising a kid that was not mine, and now I have to take care of you!!

Lex: .....

Dad:  Go back to bed now, worthless child.

Lex: Yes, sir.

When I went back to bed, I couldn't help but cry. Everything was my fault. All the fighting, everything is my fault.

The next day

When I woke up, I heard my father yelling at me, and then he started beating on me so much I started to bleed. When he stopped, I couldn't really walk. I had to crawl to my room and bandaged myself up.

This happened every day. I even cut myself because everything that was happening to me. My life was pretty bad, but I kept going. The cuts were very deep , and I had to stitch them. And then I had to hide them from everyone this keeled happened

until I meet thus one person when I was 12, their name was Kim. They helped me get out of my toxic household and got me a place, and I had to get a job and do mostly everything, but Kim didn't let me do that they worked and did everything. Befor the latest I had to work and help with everything and do everything around the house I had to get a job at 5 by helping around the neighborhood and then when I turned 10 I got a job as a waiter I made good money.

None of the money went to me, though. Only a little bit, I had to keep some hidden from my family. I keeled like 200 dollars, and they had 1,000 dollars.

I keeled my money on me a
Or hidden in my room that no one could find.it not even my parents.

When Kim did this, a lot of weight was off my shoulders, but I felt like something was wrong with Kim they always acted weird and wanted to know stuff about me.

The cutting Neverending stopped. I had to find new ways or new places to cut myself so no one found out.

(I will make a whole book about lexes past. This is only a part of it.)