The Love Journey

Loss of a job and something new

   While I was waiting for the house to be done. The monkie was still not healing, yet I don't understand why. But immediately, I thought more things were wrong with her, so I ran and got some more bandages. Then I replaced the bandages and cleaned them again.

I thought I felt someone staring at me again, but when I looked around, there was nothing there. But I have to leave her alone to go to work. So when I said bye. And left. I still had my work clothes on from yesterday because I didn't bother taking them off. I had the morning shift today. So when I arrived at work and then I clocked in and started to work. But when I went out of the area I was in, I saw there was no one here.

Lex: This is weird. Where is everyone. Why is no one here.

  I went to the mangers office and saw no one was there. I was so confused about what's happening. So I clocked back out and left. People weren't in the parking lot. Then I looked at the place, and it said closed for health reasons safety concerns. When I turned around, I saw my boss furious at me for some reason.

Boss: You're the reason why we're closed!

Lex: Me, I didn't even do anything to close this place down.

Boss: Yes, you did. You knew about all the concerns that were happening around here.

Lex: I didn'tdo anything, but I didn't say anything about the concerns to anyone.

Boss: Fine, if you didn't, who did it then?

Lex: I don't know

I saw the boss leave . What even happened. Who said something about the concerns. I know I didn't. It was probably one of the customers. But either way, i guess I don't have a job now. I started to walk to my house. I opened the door and saw someone with the monkie. I ran over to where this person is, and when I got close to them, there was some type of power holding me back.

???Well, well. Well, well. It seems that we're a great fit to take care of her.

Lex: What do you mean? Let me go!

???No, I don't really want to fight anyone. And what I mean was that you took care of this monkie like it was your own kind.

Lex: What?

???:  It means what I said. You were kind like you were to everyone, but they didn't like you because someone lied about you. It's very disappointing to know that. Knowing that you're ow. Friend did that to you. Then left you by yourself in this town. With half of the town hating you.

Lex: .....

???: Silent, I see. I guess I was right about that , and now the part of the town that hated you is finding out the truth about what happened. They were so mad to find out that Kim lied to everyone about something that didn't even happen.

Lex: .....

???: Well, I have to go, and you will have some good news soon, so wait for that.

Lex: .....

???: Bye, see you next time, and I'm taking this monkie because it's fully healed now.

After the mystery person left with the monkie, I fell to my knees and went to the couch and put my knees to my face, and started to cry. Everything thing that person said was right.

Lex: Why was that person right about everything they were talking about!!

  After that, I started to fall asleep. After 8 hours, I woke up on my bed. How did I even get here

(Triggering events coming right now)

    I got up from my bed and started to walk to the bathroom and opened the drawer, and grabbed a raser. I then I pulled up my sleeves and started cutting my arms.

1 cut

2 cuts

3 cuts

4 cuts

After I did at least 12 cuts, I stopped. The blood started dripping on the floor. There was so much so I put my arms under neath the sink, and after they were cleaned, I started to bandage arms.

(Triggering event over)

After I bandaged my arms, I got out of the bathroom and went to the kitchen and started to get my leftover from the fridge it was from Pigst noodles. I opened the microwave and put the noodles in there, and started to heat them up. After they were done. I grabbed them and walked to the couch, and started to eat the noodles.

  While I was eating, I remembered a book by the author Clam said in his book

"When something bad happens, you might be in a bad time. But remember it will get better. If it doesn't, you can call this phone number *********** or go and get a therapist."

When I remembered that I had started to cry again. Why does this have to happen to me.

After I realised I finished my noodles, I started to walk to my kitchen, but I saw the same figure from yesterday standing there having their arms crossed looking at me.

???: So what have you been doing.

Lex: Meh, nothing much. Why?

???: Mmmh, sure, but why do you have bandages on your arms.

Lex: My old wounds on my arms opened up, and I had to clean them, and then I bandaged them so they could heal better.

???Okay, but I will know what you have been doing soon enough.

Lex: Ummm, okay

"The mystery person left agian." I thought to myself

Well, hopefully, that person doesn't figure out what I've been doing. But I don't think they will find out because I'm a great person about lying about my mental health. I can fool anyone by that. But I can't lie about anything else I don't really understand that part. But either way I need to make sure that person doesn't find anything out about me or what I do to myself. There're are thing I don't want people finding out about me at all. But it will come out sooner or later. I don't want anyone to know what happened to me as a kid.

  I hate this so much I can't deal with this at all. It's to much for Me to do. I can't keep lying it's getting to exhausting to do. I have to pretend to be happy to make sure no one find anything out. I can't let anyone get to me. But Kim got to me. He got into my heart.He made me love him but he didn't feel the same way. I won't let anyone get to me like he did.

3 days later

I haven't been outside in awhile I'll keep it like that. My phone started to ring and I answered the phone call and it was Pigsy.

Pigsy: Hello Lex I want to tell you that you got the job.

Lex: really that means a lot to me.

Pigsy: yea, you will start next week.

Lex: Okay Sir what would I need to wear when I start.

Pigsy: at least something nice nothing else.

Lex: Okay I'll see you when I start.

Pigsy: Yep see you then.

  After the call

After Pigsy hung up I was so happy that I got the job. Everything that was happening I forgot about. I was jumping up and down.

???: So you got the job.

Lex: *got scared* The fuck why would you do that and why did you come and yes I got the job.

??? Nice, goodbye for now

After the mystery person left again. I started to wounder where they keep coming from. But whatever it's not important but I do wish that they told be there name though. When I stopped talking I felt someone watching me again but the person was already gon but then who would it be than. While I was thinking someone came into my home.