The Love Journey

Beginning

(This might be Lmk story, and I know I'm going to get things wrong because I haven't watched the show, so sorry about my mistakes when I get to the part.)

In Lexs' house Lex pov

While I was getting dressed

I remembered when my best friend Kim left me in this new time. He didn't die, but he left me. He fucking left me after all we been through. He was the reason why I was excited to wake up in the morning. Now he's gone. Nothing is really enjoyable anymore. I want to see his lovely bright blue eyes and his kind smile. He was perfect in every way. But he left. I don't know why he left me by myself in this new town, but he did.

He was everything to me he was the apple of my eye. I know he didn't die he just went away. Everything I knew about him went away. He knew my attachment issues. But it's over now, and there's nothing to do about it, and I got used to people leaving me. My own parents left me when I was 6, and I had to take care of myself since then. But Kim came into my life. He made sure I didn't have to take care of myself that much. Like cook, clean, pay bills and everything like that. He made sure I was happy. But now I'm doing what I used to do, pushing myself to the end without having people to help me.

Half of the people in this town hates me because they think I drove away Kim. They said so many rude things to me that I still remember. I act all happy with everything going on, but I'm not. I'm tired of pretending to be happy, but I still have to do it. This town, I hate it so much. I wish I was at my old town they liked me better and didn't judge me at all. I moved here because Kim wanted a fresh start and start all over agian. He wanted to make new friends and things like that.

I can't keep my mind off of Kim he makes me feel so happy everything about him. I can't believe I have a crush on him, though. He's straight he just thought of me as himself friend who would help him through anything. Then, when he got comfortable, he left and left me behind and forgot about me. I haven't found out why he left. He hasn't sent any letters that's saying that he's okay. He just went away to never come back.

I can't believe this, but I will try and make friends with the people here if I can. I don't know if they will be friends with me. The best bet they will be, friends with me, hopefully they know why Kim moved. I can try it will be the best bet. I know some would be friends with me but I'm not too sure about that though.

Everything is just confusing to me like what's the actual reason for half of the town hates me. Did Kim spread rumors about me. Oh hopefully not but that's a possibility though but why would he do that we were best friends. There has to be a reason why he left and did the stuff he did right.

Everything will be fine I might be over reacting over this right hopefully I am. Wait what would happen if a demon killed Kim of no please I don't want that to happen. I probably have to get therapy for this stuff and get another job or just a better paying job a least. That's the best option because I am only working part time as a waiter but the job keeps my tips for some reason I don't know why.

But I do know that I think they lied about wanting to be my friend for the 6 year of being friends with each other. It's hard to actually to think of that. They just used me they just wanted to get my trust and take it away. Now I don't really think I can trust alot of people now. Wait you k ow what I'm going to move into the forest and make a house but I will tell the city to let them know what I'm going to be doing.

But I think I need to introduce myself to you all.

Name: Lex

Age: 18

Height: 5'2

Hair: fluffy short/medium red and dark red

Likes: Drawing, chocolate, friends, helping people, Journaling, peaches, mangos, cookies,

Dislikes: bullies, rude people, too much spicy

Sexuality: Gay

Gender: ftm nonbinary (female to male)

Powers: None

Weapons:

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