i hate you. (hyunlix)

1. Its really over?...

FELIX

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There I was.

I was staring at my first love, consoling another boy as he cried in his arms.

How did he believe him over his own boyfriend? I wanted to scream. A big lump was felt in my throat. It couldn't breathe.

I let out a sob, causing Hyunjin to look up. Tears fell through my cheeks. I couldn't hold it in anymore. I let out loud cries that sounded like I was in so much pain.

Rain drops started falling, causing light rain drop noises to add on with this sad scene.

I fell to my knees. Crying. Hyunjin didn't even go up to me. Didn't even believe me. How humiliating.

Tch, I'm stupid. How did I believe in his words?

"I Hwang Hyunjin will never leave you for anyone. I promise."

How stupid am I, really?

How did I actually believe someone would ever love me? How? Why? Why me?...

The rain suddenly stopped dropping on my soaking wet hair. A shadow appeared.

I looked up.

"Oh, brother." I sobbed standing up to hug my brother. The only person who actually loves me still

I hugged him and sobbed so much harder. He looked at me and hugged me back.

"Fuck you Hwang. I thought I could trust my best friend." Minho said, looking straight at him.

"Don't ever get near any of us agian." He lastly said before taking me away from the hurtful sight. It hurt so much. I can't describe my feelings.

Recap...

"Jinnie! Wanna go eat lunch with me?" Felix smiled brightly, going up to his beloved boyfriend.

"Hey Lix, uhm, I'm actually having lunch with Beyomgyu today. Sorry, maybe next time?" Hyunjin answered, smiling nervously.

Felix looked at Beyomgu. He was staring at him, looking sharp as ever. Chin up, nice fitted clothes, and nice combed hair.

Beyomgyu was Hyunjin's childhood best friend. They haven't seen each other since 3 years ago. And now he came back. Stealing everyone's attention.

Felix didn't hate him. Just felt jealousy. He always admired how he did things and always felt insecure.

"Oh, that's fine." Felix said before leaving quickly.

"Shit." Hyunjin cursed under his breath.

"He'll be fine. Let's go." Beyomgyu said, taking Hyunjins arm.

Felix looked at them, walking away to the school beaches outside.

He remembered when that was him. It's like Beyomgyu really replaced him.

'It's whatever.' Was what he'd say every day.

This went on for weeks. Felix never hanged out with his boyfriend anymore. He was always busy with Beyomgyu.

Felix was sad. Real sad. He cried for weeks. Sobbing looking at their old memories.

But just one school day. Oh, how Felix wanted to just forget about that damn day.

He was walking peacefully in the halls. When he got pulled into a classroom.

"Beyomgyu?" He asked.

"Felix. Fuck off Hyunjin. He's mine. He doesn't love you anymore." Beyomgyu tried to brainwash him.

"What? Beyomgyu, what are you saying?" He said, confused.

"Ugh, Felix, just back off Hyunjin, got it?" He asked.

"What... but he's my boyfriend." Felix said, looking at him.

"Will you do it? Just answer."

"No..."

"Fine."

...

"Hyunjin!" Beyomgu cried.

"Wh- Oh my god!!! Beyomgu, what happened?!" Hyunjin also worriedly.

"F-felix...h-he did this." He sobbed.

"What..." Hyunjin looked up, seeing Felix walking peacefully with his hood on. He looked like he'd taken a nap. He usually falls asleep while listening to music and reading a book in the park. But there was a blood stain on his sweater.

"Felix! What the hell!?" Hyunjin yelled.

Felix shot up. He was surprised. Never has Hyunjin yelled at him.

"We are over."
...

The words I never wanted to hear.

It's really over?...