i hate you. (hyunlix)

12. Missed that smile.

Hyunjin
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As the school president, I should be helping students to work harder or rather scolding them to get to class. Instead, I headed to the art room.

Problaby is the only place I feel comfort in.

I opened the door as the sun was shining through the windows. I saw my canvas. I left there with a drawing that I was painting. I sat down and rolled up my sleeves. I picked up a brush and started painting over my sketch. I drew a week ago.

It was supposed to be a couple holding hands, but I, as I was painting them, I made one of the hands so much smaller and cuter. I ended up drawing rings on them, too. Matching couple of rings. As I finished, I looked at it, smiling, nearly forgetting everything around.

I finally came to my senses and realized I was drawing Felix and me holding hands. I quickly stood up and shook my head.

"Shit. What am I doing." I groaned as I looked at the painting.

If I was being honest.

Maybe there was a part of me that still loved Yongbok. But if I don't, he really does have this special place in my stupid heart.

I put all my paintbrushes away and overed my painting facing the sun. I put my sleeves back down and left to class.

As I was walking down the halls to my next class, I couldn't help but notice Felix smiling. It was so bright. The brightest smile I've seen in forever.

I missed that smile.

But he was with Wooyoung. Felix was hugging him. I wonder why he was so happy.