"Why." I sobbed.I was in my room tissues all over the place. Hyunjin's hoodie on. There are lots of blankets and stuff animals all over. Led lights on. I felt comfort but sadness, too.
God, it hurt. It hurt so much.
I heard a ring on my phone.
'@hhj.hwangii has shared a post.'
I clicked on the inatagram notification and remembered how I set my phone to notify me whenever Hyunjin posts something.
It was a post of Hyunjin and Beyomgyu eating ice cream. Under the tree, we would always sit under.
The caption read.
'With @beyomgyu.kim eating ice cream to comfort him🌟'
They were both smiling at each other so close. They looked like a couple.
I felt tears building up. It hurt. It hurt so bad.
Was I really replaced?
"Felix!" I heard Han yell bursting in the room, running over to me.
"Felix! I-i heard about Hyunjin. I came as quickly as possible." He said, hugging me tight. I hugged him back, needing his comfort.
"Oh, Felix." Han said. "You deserve so much better."
Knock knock
The door slowly opened, revealing Minho with a tray of water and a sandwich.
"Hey, Lix. I called Hannie over for you." He said softly, placing the tray on the table next to my bed.
I was now only sniffling.
It hurt too much to even cry. I didn't want to cry. I was too tired.
"You hungry?" Asked Minho.
I shook my head, wanting to stay in bed all day.
"Ugh, C'mon Lix. You have to eat something, okay?" Han said, rubbing circles on my back.
"We can do anything you want today, okay Lix?" He smiled at me.
I nodded and drank the water.
"We will leave you to change now, okay?" Minho said before leaving with Han outside.
I got up and went to wash up. I washed my face, wiping off all the dried tears away. I then decided to take a shower to help me feel better.
°°°
After that shower, I got all my clothes and did my skin care really quickly, brushing my teeth and hair, then heading downstairs."To think I trusted him. He is going to pay for making my baby brother suffer this." Minho said, looking stressed. He was leaning on the kitchen counter, rubbing his temples.
"Don't worry. We won't let him get close to Lix again." Jisung said softly, going over to hug Minho.
I softly tip toed downstairs, making a loud creak in the last step.
"Lix, are you ready?" Han asked.
I nodded, and we all went to put our shoes and jackets on.
We walked outside for a while, both trying to cheer me up by making conversations and playing games. They made me cheer up a bit, but still, the fact Hyunjin left me. Was heartbreaking.
"Hey, let's go to the mall, yeah? My treat." Han suddenly said, smiling since we were right outside the mall.
"Yeah, it's the quokka's treat. What do you think, Lix?" Minho said.
"Sure." I answered following them inside.
We were walking around together. I felt bad, though. They were doing so much for me. And all I was doing was following them, trying not to burst out crying.
We then went into a store. There was a nice wardrobe. I looked around separating from the couple. This really pretty necklace caught my eye from the distance, so I went towards it.
I reached my hand but only to touch with someone's.
I looked up to see a tall male. Wooyoung...
"Wooyoung?" I gasped. I quickly hugged him.
"Lix?? Omg I missed you!" He said, hugging me back. I haven't seen him since I left Australia.
We were inseparable. He's like my best friend. Always there for me. Never left me. Even when I rejected him. He loved me still and didn't stop being my friend. I felt like crying into his arms and never letting go.
"Felix...tell me what happened to you and Hyunjin."
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i hate you. (hyunlix)
Fanfiction"I hate you." "But I love you." ... ꨄ contains: -Smut -Fluff -Angst Side ships: Minsung Chanmin Sunsun Feat. Enhypen