i hate you. (hyunlix)

8. You've changed.

I was walking down the halls in school when I saw Hyunjin. I put in my headphones and ignored him as I walked right past him to my locker, which unfortunately was next to his.

I quickly grabbed the stuff I needed and left the unnecessary stuff. Without sparing glance at Hyunjin, I left.

I sighed as I was back to walking alone in the halls blasting music.

Next class, dance.

Other than doing taekwondo, I also dance in school. To be honest, I've been thinking about taekwondo, but ever since this whole incident with Beyomgyu, I want to beat him first.

But I like dancing more.

I did taekwondo to carry on what my dad and grandpa did, but really, I love dancing at the same time.

I don't know, though. For now, I'm doing dance for fun, and we'll see what the future brings.

I entered the room where it said 'dance'. I went inside and saw most of my friends.

But guess who's there.

Hyunjin and Beyomgyu.

I bet he moved elective because of Hyunjin. Great.

"Hey, lix!" I heard Wooyoung say and wave.

I smiled, seeing him and my friends. I ran over to him and hugged him.

"Hii Woo!" I smiled.

"Hi, lix!" I heard Jisung also say.

"Hi Jiii!" I smiled agian.

Everyone was on the floor stretching and doing small exercises. I joined the rest and talked with them until the teacher arrived.

I couldn't help but glance over at Hyunjin every once in a while.

Beyomgyu and him were talking a lot. But Hyunjin seemed to be zoning out. Every time, Beyomgyu would wave his hand in his face to see if he was still there.

I kind of smiled at his silliness, but when I realized I quickly turned away and drank some water.

Once the teacher got here, we practiced a new choreo with small groups.

The dance class was fun until I remember. I also had taekwondo practice. I didn't really want to go, but I needed to. I needed motivation, which was Hyunjin.

I think he's my motivation to do better, I guess.

As dance class was over, I started heading out, but I accidentally dropped my water bottle right next to Hyunjin.

Great.

Hyunjin looked at it and picked it up, handing it to me.

"Thanks." I said, quickly leaving without sparing a glance.

As I ran out, I bumped into Nayeon. One of my close friends.

"Hi, lix." She smiled.

"Hi."

"How've you been? I haven't talked to you since...uhm how have u been?" She asked with a soft smile.

"I've been fine." I answered.

She smiled.

"That's good. You know, lix, you've been distancing yourself from everyone this past week. You only talk to Jisung, Minho, and Wooyoung. You've changed. You know we miss our sunshine." She said, honestly, she's right. I never hang out with them anymore.

These days, I'm just home with my brother and Jisung, and I go on walks with Woo before practice.

"Sorry, Nayeon. I'm just really busy right now. Uhm, I'll see you during uh class. Take care, though." I smiled before leaving.

I then quickly left and went early home to practice for a while, no matter what it took.

I know my friends probably feel less than now that I barely hang out with them, and they just want to make sure I'm alright, but it's hard. I need time for this. I have to focus on this shit first. I'm sorry.