i hate you. (hyunlix)

13. Rain.

When I was in class, the teacher mentioned to us something about a school trip.

We are staying in this camp for a week. Me being the president, though, knows more information about this than anyone yet.

Only the seniors are going, though. This is good because bringing freshmans is like a daycare, at least for them.

Unfortunately, though, there are dorms, and 2 people have to share each one, and they are assigned.

I hope I get Beyomgyu because he is the only one I know as of right now.

It would be super awkard getting someone else.

You know who.

But I hope not. This trip better be good.

I also have thought about my current state. I've thought about my old days. I miss them. Friends, memories, ex. Gosh, I want to go back. Seeing all my old friends this past week has been depressing?

I don't know, but I sure hope I can apologize to them this upcoming week. I want to make things right with everyone.

Minho, Han, Chan, especially Felix.

Gosh, I need to make up my mind.

But for now, let's focus on this school trip. I will make sure to have some classes with them, but not all.

I want to apologize, but they don't have to forgive me or apologize either.

I just want to make it right. After all, I don't think they wanna talk to me or see me, but we'll see what the future brings.

I was now walking home, and then the light rain started.

Luckily, I brought an umbrella it was clear, and I could still see the shining sun.

That's rare.

We barely get to see the sun while it rains. I smiled and kept walking. Until I saw a small figure walking getting all wet. I then went a little closer to see who it was.

Until I saw a blonde strand of hair. I knew it was Felix.

My heart started raising, and I was debating on giving him my umbrella or not.

I then saw it raining harder. The sun was getting a bit covered up, but there was still sunlight, although it looked beautiful. Felix looked cold and was shivering.

'Fuck.' I murmured and I ran to Felix.

"Hey, uhm here take this." I smiled slightly, hoping he'd accept it.

He looked at me with those pretty doe eyes. He stared at me and back at the umbrella. He looked hesitant but grabbed it.

"Uhm, thank you." He bowed a little and smiled very slightly hardly noticeable.

I smiled at the boy who continued walking, speeding up a but.
I kept walking too luckily there wad various trees and rooftops of shopes in which I could stay under.

It was rather peaceful today, which was Friday after all, and I was ready to go to my art room and paint.

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