i hate you. (hyunlix)

7. It hurts to believe.

FELIX
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Fuck. It's raining now.

I called Wooyoung to come pick me up from practice. I didn't want to bother him but It's raining so.

I then heard wet footsteps beside me. I knew who it was.

"Believe me now?" He asked, looking straight ahead.

"What." I said coldly.

"Hyunjin doesn't love you, Felix. Tch, that's the sad truth." He said softly but evily.

"Beyomgyu. Why are you like this. What the hell have I ever done to you?" I asked.

His arms slowly dropped.

"You dare to ask." He makings his hands into a fist.

"Oh, Felix. You are my worst enemy. My rival. You've always been a pain since the 6th grade. You were the best at taekwondo. I wanted that place of first place. I remember being so pissed. On top of that, my mother was angry. She scolded me and forced me to practice more. Now that I'm better and I have practiced. I will win you Felix. And the fact that you stole my crush since 6th grade. I hate you, Lee Felix. I hate you so much. Thinking that you can take advantage now that I'm back though. I will be on top." He lastly said before leaving in a black car.

I was surprised by his words.

I knew that was part of it. But the fact that he only does this for his mother while I did it for fun. We've always been rivals.

I used to try to talk to him and help him when he messed up. But he would push me away and do it again until he won or I was tired.

But now it's more serious. I take it a bit more seriously. As much as he doesn't want me to win. I will.

Our tournament is next month. And he has become stronger by these years. I have a bad feeling he will win. But I won't let that happen.

He couldn't just ruin my life when I was finally happy and beat me like that. He is my biggest rival, too.

I will show him and Hyunjin.

This pain is too much. I want to show them. I want to win. This hurts.

I touched my cheek where Hyunjin had slapped me. Why can't I hate you?

°°°

"How was practice, Lix?" Wooyoung asked as I went inside the car.

"Fine." I simply said.

"Did Beyomgyu bother you?" He said coldly.

"Uhm, no. I just need more practice."

"Okay then." He lastly said before all you could her was the small rain drops falling on the car window.

You guys may call me dumb, or stupid, or weak right now.

But I promise I will be better for everyone. I have to move on from Hyunjin. I have, too. It hurts, but I have to.

It just,

Hurts to believe that he chose him over me?