Chapter 16 - Realization

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Things aren't as good as they were at the start


And there's definitely been some red flags 


I want things to go back to how they were before- but isn't that what every girl says who's in a terrible relationship?

 

It's not like I can really go to anyone for help about this- and asking him for space clearly isn't an option either.

Breaking up completely would be difficult- you still had feelings for Oikawa, come on, it was Oikawa, he was damn near perfect, but thinking about everything made you feel unsure. 


To gather yourself you picked up a notepad and pen, sectioning the page into pros and cons.

Pros:


He gets me good scores in exams


He buys me food


He's sweet


Great in bed


Strong and protective


He's funny

Cons: 

He did give me a hickey after I told him not to


He won't let me leave unless he knows every detail


I'm not allowed to spend time with other people 


He gets jealous easily


He choked me 


He fucking choked me


Extremely sadistic at times


He goes through my phone and deletes my numbers


He locks me in his house


He can be very scary sometimes


He mocked Kinamo when we were doing it


He doesn't respect my boundaries


He tricked me into a relationship


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