i dont know what to call it

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My personality is full of shit
Made up of tests and pills

I am four fifths suicidal
Riddled by my fears and set backs

I go through life just trying to silence the bigger part of me

And as I try and keep my sanity
Those around me can't stop tearing me down until I'm nothing

As I try to be strong and not give in
These around me keep finding reasons to made me weak

I don't want to die
I still have so much to live for
I still have so much to do

But if the pain doesn't stop soon
I don't know what I will do

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