I'm sick of being sick
I'm sick of the constant doctor appointments that rule my life
I'm sick of being scared
I'm sick of being strong
I'm sick of holding it all together
I'm sick of saying ok when I'm really not
I'm sick of my stomach churning in fear every time if get a new test at the doctors
It seems year after year I can't seem to get a break
My heart my shoulder my cancer and now what my motherfucking immune system wants to shut down
Great just great another thing to deal with
When I have so much to deal with
This was meant to be my term where I got my shit in order but now it's just going to be another term where everything spirals out of control
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poems
Poezjapoems I guess you could call them. about pretty much whatever is going through my head at the time of writing.
