im getting better but at the same time im getting worse
im more confident than ever but im also more scared as well
im losing parts of myself on my path of recovery and its scary
im becoming weak and my walls are cracking
im scared of what will happen if my walls break and someone hurts me like they did so long ago
i wont be able to handle it
i wont let myself get hurt again
i wont let myself become soft
i wont let myself be me self become attached
i wont let my
i need to be strong
i need to have my walls
i need to be cold hearted
i need to be detached
its easier
its safer
its less painful
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poems
Poetrypoems I guess you could call them. about pretty much whatever is going through my head at the time of writing.
