Finding y/n

Part 1

"Scarlett you have to push" my mom tells me stroking my forehead "I can't" I cry "honey you have to" she explains "o-okay" I nod and start to push again. Mom holds my thigh pushing my leg up as I press my chin against my stomach "yes come on Scar, so close" she reassures making me continue and push through the firey pain. I stop pushing and catch my breath "when your ready, push on the contraction. One more and they'll be here" the midwife says making me nod. I feel the contraction and I push ad hard as I can to get through it. Mom stops rubbing my head and look at the midwife "are they okay?" I ask trying to see what's happening "she's just getting their airway clear" mom says looking back at me. The loudest noise fills the room an thats the first time i can really breath since shes entered this world. Mom rubs my sweaty forehead "shes okay" she whispers before going  down and cuts the cord. The nurse lays the baby on my chest "is it a boy or a girl?" I ask looking at them "you'll have to look and find out" she smiles. Mom helps to unwrap the towel away from the baby and I gasp looking up at her "she's a she" I smile making mom smile too "my god. She's perfect, absolutely perfect" mom says rubbing my arm. I look down at the baby on my chest "Happy birthday baby, your so beautiful. Your the prettiest girl in the world" I whisper stroking her cheek. The nurse puts a pink hat on her head and looks at the clipboard "and  she's the 519 baby girl of the hospital this year. Congratulations" I look up at mom and smile, she's perfect.

I can't believe she's the 519 baby of the year in the hospital, born on the 5th and I'm nineteen. This can't be a coincidence.
"Honey what's her name?" Mom asks rubbing the babys back "y/n" I whisper "y/n Emily Johansson" I whisper looking at her. She starts to wiggle in her cloth "is it possible to get the lights dimmed?" I ask and the nurse turns down the lighting "is this okay?" I nod and press the remote so my bed sits me up. I lay y/n on my thighs and admire her "your covered in white stuff but your still adorable" I coo and mom laughs rubbing my arm "she looks just like you when you were born" she says nodding making me smile. "You had the fastest delivery this year, especially fast for an eighteen year old" the midwife says looking at y/n "I was too excited to meet her" I say making mom, the midwife and the nurse laugh. I look back down at y/n and stroke her tiny button nose "we'll leave the three of you. Congratulations on your daughter Scarlett" the nurse says before they both go. I take her pink hat off and smile at the dark hairs on her head "have a quick look but put it back on" mom tells me "why?" I ask "because she'll get a chill. She's been warm for nine months scar and now she's suddenly arrived her" mom says making my instantly put the hat back on. I unwrap the cloth from around her "is it wrong that I want to take the plastic clip off her?" I ask mom making her laugh "no, I wanted to with you but you can't" mom says and I rub circles on y/ns tummy.
She's got a little chubby tummy but its not too bad, it's all the cake I was craving.
"Mom, can I change her?" She nods and gets y/ns babygrow out of the bag.
It has y/n embroidered on it because that was what her name was going to be if she was a girl. I also have a boy one if she was a girl but I'm grateful she's a girl.
Mom passes it to me and I carefully take the cloth out from underneath y/n making her wiggle around and whine "sshh I know. I'm sorry" I apologise and unbutton the babygrow. It's got buttons from the feet to the neck so it's easy to get on and off her. "Momma I need help" I say struggling to put her arms in "aww come here" she says and put y/n in it safely without her whineing once. Moms had alot of babies so I don't blame her.
I pick y/n up and cradle her in my eyes "open your eyes baby girl so mommy can see your face" I coo stroking her cheek. My heart is filled with so much love for her it's insane. "You've heard me for 4 months, now you can finally see me princess. Just open those eyes" i plead but lay my head back when she doesn't. Mom laughs "let me hold her before she needs feeding" mom says and takes her from my arms "she's so warm" mom whispers and I smile. "Hello y/n, I'm Jarnie your grandma. Your so beautiful even if you do have slime all-over you face. I'll help mommy give you a bath when we get home, you have your own room as well" mom whispers down to her making my heart full. Mom puts y/n back in my arms and I lay her on the bed "mom she needs those mitten things or she's going to have scratches on her face" I tell my mom who puts them in my hands. I put them on y/ns hands "there you go, now you can put your hands near your face" I tell her just as her eyes open. My eyes widen and I lean over her "oh my god" I whisper and mom looks down at her as well "oh my gosh, they are amazing" mom whispers and I nod. Her big green emerald eyes sparkle up at me "hiya y/n" I coo making a small smile appear on her face and her arms to wiggle around "I'm mommy and that's grandma. You have beautiful eyes my darling" I coo and lift her back up again. I lay her in my arms as she stares up at me "your such a calm baby" i whisper and stroke her nose. She sneezes cutely making both of us laugh "ssshh it's okay" i sooth and rub her tummy.