SOAR.

Last.

"Now shut up," He says before knocking on their door. It took this time 9 minutes

until we decided to break in. We stay quiet for about 5 minutes, searching for anyone

there Until he signals me to go up with him. He had his little pocket knife while I brought

my knives. Once we got to a point on the stairs where they could have seen us he

checked the permittator. He nods, signaling us that we are okay. He insisted on going

first to 'protect me'. Once it was clear to go up I did the same. When I look both ways it

splits up, left and right. I nod my head to the left, signaling him that we can split up, He

shakes his head 'no,'. I mouth to him, 'I'll be okay, please.' He hesitates for a minute,

and then nods his head, going left and I going right. Once I saw him enter the room I

entered mine. The knives in my hand, showing that I will harm if necessary. Once I saw

that my room was clear, I was happy..

..Until I realised if mine was safe then..

I ran into his room, seeing his knives into his stomach.

"Please don't leave me.." I whisper.. "No no no!" I answer, tears flooding my eyes.

"If I knew it all then, I wouldn't have done this! I wouldn't have split up!"

"Instead of-saying t-that, ask yourself and-different question.. Would you do it again?"

"No! No, of course not!" I say, letting the rush of tears come in. "Please.." I beg.

I bang my fist against the hardwood. Making an echo across the whole house.

I know It's dumb to hold on. But holding on is easier than letting go. Until you get used to it being gone. 'Cause you never realise how much you'll miss something so much until it's gone.

I know It's dumb to hold on, but holding on is easier than letting go. But when you let go, you could fall. But you also realise that life will be so much better without holding on for life.