I'm Really Fucking Exhausted I Haven't Got The Energy To Try.

part 2

[The drawing at the top is my, l draw it don't try to steal it, tell me if l made a spelling error. 567 words]

Flug pov: when demencia tells me the time l panic. I ran to my lab putting my food and drink down. running to the bathroom starting to feel like l was going to throw up. I made it to the bathroom throwing up in the sink, there where blood everywhere. I turned on the facet, the water cleaning the blood away. I turned off the water, opening the medicine cabinet l grabbed my anti-depressant pills and take 1, suddenly l thought about taking more so l could kill myself but stop, l have 5.0.5 and demencia even if demencia could be annnoying some time she make me laughed when she annoyed or upset blackhat. the one pill in my hand, l think about the thought if l should killed myself or not....l shake my head and ignored the thought. I swallow the pill and drink the water after drinking the water l started to cough then they blood on my hand, when l went to clean my hands l saw the blade, thinking of cutting my wrist. I grabbed the blade hesitant at first but ignored the feeling l continued to take off my gloves and pulling up my sleeves, removing my bandages l started to cut myself, when I was done I cleaned up everything. putting
everything away but before I walked out l take off my bag and goggles looking in the mirror l put one of my finger on one out of many of my scar and trace it, going down to my chin, my brown fluffy haired and my eyes one a Forest green and the other a ocean blue, my soft pink lips. l felt ugly because of my scar some people said they weren't that bad but l didn't believe them because they're where Being pity l put on my bag and goggles, l walk out the bathroom and sat down my noodles and coffee already cool down. So I started to eat and drink when, l was done. l walk down the hallway to the kitchen and went to the sink l cleaned my cup and my fork l throw away my noodles cup and left. When l was walking back l accidentally bumped into someone when l look up l saw blackhat l stuttered a apology, he said whatever and walk off. When l got back to my lab l said "that was strange". I got back to work sketching a new invention
Couple of minutes later when l was done l heard the lab door opened, l turned around and see blackhat. He asked if the invention was done l said yes, l grabbed the invention and tested on the lab rat l have but it didn't work. When it didn't blackhat grabbed me by my throat choking me little, and said if l don't fix it by noon he would punishment me, he then left. I accidentally said "that was hot, and l like it when he me chokes" "WHAT" "why did l thought about it like that why's",
never mind just focused" l said out loud, then l try to continue to fix the invention but l was flustered and I couldn't focus.

NARRATOR POV: one thing flug didn't know was blackhat was watching him.