two sentences ◌ afi

// bronwyn's responses //

BRONWYN'S RESPONSES TO ASHTON'S TWO SENTENCE LETTERS.

Ashton's words will be in italics

Bronwyn's words will be in bold. And yes, they will be in two sentences as well.

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hey bronywn. can i still call you bronny?
yes, you can. I miss hearing you call me that.

i'll be writing you two sentences to you every day, if you dont mind. two sentences a day can make the pain go away.
i don't mind at all. think of me as your therapist - say whatever is on your mind.

i'm not sure if you want to remember me, but that doesn't matter. i hope you'll read these.
why would i not want to forget you? you were a big part of my life, i would talk to you or read something of yours in a heartbeat.

it's been six months since we last talked. six long as months.
wow, has it really been six months? i'm surprised that i was able to push myself through all that time.

what have you been doing during the past six months? how quickly have you moved on?
for the past six months i've been missing you. everyone thinks that i've moved on but the truth is, i still love you.

i haven't moved on at all. i still think about you every day.
so do i, ashton. it hurts, doesn't it?

you're always in my head. i don't think you'll ever leave my thoughts.
you're always in the back of my mind, you'll never leave. it's like you built yourself a little home in my brain.

i miss you. i miss what we used to be.
i miss you too, but it was for the best. we had a good run.

i miss staying up and talking to you at 2am. my heart melted every time you fell asleep on the phone.
i miss having to talk to someone every night. no one has taken your spot, ashton.

do you remember that night when we made all our plans on the santa cruz sand? i think about them all the time.
of course i remember! it was one of the best nights of my life.

fucking hell. i wish i never went on that four month holiday to england.
i wish you stayed, but i guess there's nothing we could've done to change it. family comes first, right?

today i was with michael, calum and luke. i saw you looking better than ever.
i spent a little extra time in the morning just to impress you, but in the back of my mind i thought that you'd moved on. i guess i was wrong

i was just about to walk over and talk to you, but something stopped me. him.
you mean dominic? he was just my temporary bliss.

i found out that you were dating that guy you were with earlier. luckily, i didn't find out during school time.
as i said, he was just temporary bliss. i didn't think that me dating someone else could impact you so much.

it's been three days since i last wrote a message. i've been crying for the last three days.
i'm so sorry. i'm so sorry that i never talked to you after you came back from your holiday.

i know we parted ways ages ago, but i'm not over it. i'm not over you.
after several fights with myself, i realised something. i realised that i'm not over you either.

i don't think i'll ever get over you. your love is my religion.
you cheeky bastard. did you just use lyrics on me?

some have their crosses and their golden gates, but you are the grace i wear when i lose my faith... yes, they were lyrics by The Cab.
i know they were. "her love is my religion" is my favourite song by them, and you know that.

in music class (the only class we share), i sang a song called my fault by imagine dragons. nobody knew that i sang it for you.
i knew that you sang it for me. dominic actually figured it out before i did.

after music class, you came up to me and asked if i was okay. i said i was fine, but i wasn't fine at all.
and you know what? i wasn't fine either.

remember when you said that i was your favourite book? now you're ripping off my lungs like they are pages, and writing a novel for him.
ha, bullshit. after dominic figured out that you sang for me, he also figured out that i still had some sort of feelings for you... he dumped me right there and then.

i burned my skin, counted my sins. i closed my eyes and took it in.
please ashton, you didn't need to bleed out for me. you're too rare to die.

two sentences a day can make the pain go away? more like two sentences a day can make the pain even worse.
ashton, please don't do this to me. i still love you.

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THE END

ok yes i know Bronny's thoughts were all over the place but that's what its like in a relationship. relationships make your brain go crazy.

i wanted to write a proper ending but i suck at endings. NO ASHTON DOES NOT COMMIT SUICIDE, THAT WOULD BE TOO SAD TO WRITE and also i don't like killing off characters.

(((((( if you ever need someone to talk to if you're suicidal or depressed or just having a shitty day, i am here for you, and so is everyone else. don't be afraid to private message me about anything xx ))))))

anyway long story short: ashton ends up moving schools so he doesn't have to face bronwyn anymore. over time his thoughts about her slowly fade away and he becomes happier and yeahhhh.

THANK YOU GUYS FOR READING THIS, IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME. HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY/NIGHT AND I HOPE ONE DAY YOUR FAV NOTICES YOU !!

catch you all on the flip side,
mairead x