renjun still had suspicions about yangyang. obviously. he had never been the type to instantly believe people, and forgive, but he never held grudges.
so when he had the boy in his arms, stroking his hair, that was all he was thinking about in the moment.
yangyang had another meeting pulled out of the blue, so he was rushing around, and hadn't made it for four hours, instead of two, and renjun was sure he was going to fall asleep soon.
he didn't mind though.
they'd been laying here for around half an hour now, after yangyang caught up with everyone in the kitchen, that getting cut short by renjun pulling him away.
"m' hungry." yangyang mumbled against renjun's chest, eyes heavy.
"i'm not gonna order food if you're falling asleep," renjun replied, his fingers tracing his hairline, "what do you want to eat?"
"mm.." yangyang hummed, "anything."
renjun groaned as yangyang spread his body on him, his whole body weight squashing him into the mattress, "you're annoying."
yangyang smiled, snaking his arms around renjun's torso, holding him up a little, "get whatever you want.. i'll have the same."
renjun nodded, sitting up a little, pulling the boy with him.
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jeno: is he staying?
renjun: yeah
jeno: ok!
renjun: why
jeno: donghyuck wanted to know if he needed to give up his bed
jeno: he said he'd give up his bed for yang to sleep in and he'd sleep in with jaem😭
renjun: oh
renjun: he doesnt need to lmfao
jeno: yes i told him HAHDHA
jeno: r u gonna sleep top&tail or are u gonna tell donghyuck LOLLL
renjun: im gonna just
renjun: sleep w him and deal with donghyuck's questions and teasing in the morning i missed him too much
jeno: gross :)
renjun: our food will be here soon btw
jeno: i'll bring it in to you🙄
renjun: thanks bae
jeno: 🙄🙄
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"i can go? if you dont want me to sleep here with donghyuck-" yangyang spoke suddenly, as they ate, "if you're uncomfortable. i can sleep on the couch?"
renjun furrowed his eyebrows, shaking his head, "where has this come from?"
"saw your phone," yangyang said, voice small as he sank into the wall, "i didnt wanna be nosy- but it was like- there- and i saw-"
"shut up," renjun laughed, "i dont care if you see my phone yangyang, i'm not hiding anything."
renjun meant that in an assuring way, but the way he spoke with a bite, made yangyang feel as if it was a slight dig.
"it's fine, yang."
"i can-"
renjun let out a sigh. one loud enough to shut yangyang up, and cause a sad expression to land on his face.
"go home if you really want to," he said lowly, eating his food, "but i want you to sleep here, with me. but if you dont, it's fine."
yangyang frowned, looking down at his hands, scared to say anything more, "i didnt want to make you uncomfortable. with him, and me there- and-"
renjun ignored him. his eyes stayed stationed on the tv and his mouth on his food, as yangyang pouted in his direction.
"jun."
"hm?" he turned to look at the boy.
"please."
"please what, yangyang? i'm not repeating myself again."
"okay."
"yeah?"
the room was silent, but only yangyang felt awkward as renjun continued to eat.
"good, glad we can agree, baby."
yangyang frowned, eating and watching the food.
"i'm not mad at you anymore, yangyang," he added, after a minute of silence as they ate, "i invited you over for dinner, to stay over, so we could spend... time together. i dont want you to go, that'd only make it worse, okay?"
yangyang nodded, looking away still.
"you're thinking too much," renjun laughed, placing his hand on yangyang's lower back, his fingers hooking the elastic of his sweatpants, "as long as we dont fuck, i'm sure donghyuck wont mind a boy sleeping in my bed."
yangyang scoffed, nodding, "you dont mind him knowing now?"
"i dont," renjun shook his head, "i dont know why i did in the first place i just- yeah-"
it was alot for the two of them. the confusion, the miscommunication, the stress and all the different feelings and tension. but they were going to try. for eachother.
