How It's Suppose To Be

Caving In

Cyn: Erica thanks for buying me chipotle and being here for me.

Erica: *looking sad* You don't have to thank me, I will always be here for you. I'm going to go to get out of your room in a minute and go into the guest room

Cyn: *feeling guilty* No Erica, you can stay in here if you want to

Erica: Are you sure about that ? *looking at her back since she's facing the wall*

Cyn: I'm sure.

Erica: I'm going to check on king. And get my food. Then maybe we could watch another movie or something since this one is over if you want

Cyn: Yeah that's fine with me. Ask king if he wants to join us.

Erica: okay*still looking sad*

Erica

I walk out of her room and went down the hall to King's room and notice he was laying on the floor sleeping I looked over at the clock and it was 7:23pm. He must of had a long day because he usually goes to bed at 10pm when he has no school. He off for two weeks, that's why it was so convenient for us to come see Cyn. I notice he had on his pajamas, at least he showered before going to bed. I picked up my baby boy and put him in his bed, tucked him in then kissed his forehead, turned off the TV and then grabbed the empty McDonalds bag to throw in the trash as I was going to the kitchen. I close his door softly and slowly and when down to the kitchen for my food. I was feeling kind of sad because aint nothing like loving a person you know you have hurt so much in the past. I'm kinda want her to forgive me so we could continue on building our relationship like me was doing before things turned into world war 2 in front of the whole world. I know this is going to be hard for her but I know I have to be patient. I walked back into the room she was now sitting with her back against the headboard in her blue matching bra and boy shorts. DAMN ! SHE LOOKS GOOD. I went to sit on the opposite side of the bed against the headboard and trying not to stare at her making eating chipotle look soooo sexy.

Erica: King is already sleeping

Cyn: Damn, mom must have worked him hard today. They was clearing out Joel's stuff today. I guess he is really gone *tearing up*

Erica: Cyn baby I here for you don't worry everything is going to be okay *leaned over to kiss the side of her head*

Cyn: Thanks*watching Erica whip her tears away*

Erica got up to play another movie until she notice Selena was coming on in 15 minutes she decided to leave it on that channel

Erica: You want me to sleep over there tonight *pointing at the window seat while stuffing her mouth with her food*

Cyn: No why would I want you to sleep there. you never let you sleep there before *getting annoyed because of Erica*

Erica: Never mind. I just thought because you were mad at me

Cyn: If I was that mad I would have agreed to let you sleep in the guest room so please stop making me feel guiltier than I already feel *got up to walk into the bathroom to shower*

Erica

When she got up her body was hypnotizing I couldn't control my thoughts of wanting her taste in my mouth. I gotta get it together, I watched her ass as she walked into the bathroom. I got up to join her but she locked the door behind her. After about 10mintues she came out with a towel on and went to her draw to get underwear and went back in the bathroom. Thank god she didn't come out naked cause I would have raped her. She put on her fresh pair of underwear and laid down in the bed covering up her half naked body with the sheet. I decided to do the same, after noticing the movie was delayed I went down stairs to get my overnight bag full of clothes and got a bra and panty and showered and laid next to her. This bitch so crazy the air condition is  on 55 degrees and she got on no clothes with a sheet on . A nigga was freezing so I decided to go in the closet and get out one of those thick blankets and covered up. We laid there watching the movie. Until I notice that she was sleeping so I got up and pulled her foot so she would be laying flat on the bed. Then I turned off the lamp on her side turned off the TV and then laid down and reach over to the lamp on my side and I turned over and wrap my arms around her body I don't care if she wanted it or not.