How It's Suppose To Be

Gone for the night

Erica

I just read this letter that Albee gave me and it's an itinary for me going out of town for 3 days to North Carolina. All I could think about is how the fuck I'm I gonna tell Cyn this with out her killing me or dislocating something off my body. Let me call Albee back

Erica: Why I'm fuck I'm I just getting this?

Albee: Sorry E, but I'm just the messenger

Erica: Cyn is gonna kill me, you know she doesn't like when I'm so far away from home

Albee: But you know she supports you

Erica: Yeah I know but she is gonna be mad, you tell her albee

Albee: Fuck no I like my damn life

Erica: Mann Al, I'm gonna talk to her if you don't hear from me in 24 hours please tell my mom and son I love them very much.

Albee: She loves you too much to kill you

Erica: I don't think love is gonna save me right now I gotta go remember what I said

Albee: I got you E, good luck *laughing*

Erica: Fuck you. *hangs up*

Albee takes this for a joke. I am so damn scared right now, Cyn is a very goofy person and also affectionate but when it comes to last minute stuff she freaks the fuck out but she my baby. I'm walking up these stairs with so much fear till I'm trembling and my body feels so numb right now. I walk in the room and immediately she see me and knows something is wrong. Ohhhh damn.. Here it comes

Cyn: What's wrong with you Erica?

Erica: Cyn I have to tell you something, please don't be mad I'm too young to die so soon. And I have a child to live for.

Cyn: Okay *confused*

Erica: I have to leave for North Carolina early in the morning. *throws her head down in case Cyn swings*

Cyn: Girl I'm not going to hit you. But why are you just telling me this now like what the fuck

Erica: *getting up and goes to Cyn to sit on her lap* Remember earlier Albee gave me a letter?

Cyn: Yeah....

Erica: Well in that letter was my itinary

Cyn: I'm gonna miss you *pouting and sad*

Erica: I know babe but you know how we do. What's our motto? *holding her face so she could look eye to eye with me*

Cyn: All about our coins to make our family happy

Erica: That's right babe. but you know I'm only one phone call away

Cyn: I know. But it's still not the same as having you with me. I thought all yours gigs were in newyork for the next couple of months

Erica: I thought so too but I guess this one slipped right into an open slot

Cyn: I'm gonna fuck up Joe(Erica's manager) and Albee

Erica: No babe you can't I need them they the only people I trust with me business wise

Cyn: I'm sad right now *laying backwards in the bed*

Erica: Babe look at me I'm gonna be gone for 3 days. *getting on top of Cyn* You know I can't be from around you to long. Now let's make the best of it. It's 6 right now so let's watch a movie while eating our chipolte for dinner and then we could wing it afterwards.

Cyn: Okay. But only 3 days right?

Erica: Yes babe *kissing Cyn* only.....(kiss).....3.....(kiss).....days