How It's Suppose To Be

Previously

Erica

Since now that Love and Hip Hop season 5 has come to and end, I've been getting mad respects from people telling me that they are proud that I have decided to move on from that chapter of my life. However, people will not leave me alone. Every time I post something on social media, a tweet or even a instagram photo people still wanna make their judgmental comments about my past relationship with Cyn Santana. I am starting to feel some type of way towards the entire situation. I am really starting to feel guilty. I have said some pretty mean things about her on many interviews. On the other hand, things with me and Bow are still going well, our wedding is still being planned.

I decided to talk to my love, my baby boy king about how our life was about to change.

Erica: *yelling* KINGGGG ! WHERE ARE YOU ?

King: *yelling* I AM IN THE BATHROOM

Erica: *yelling* WHEN YOUR DONE COME HERE FOR A MINUTE

King: *yelling* OK MOMMY

About 2 minutes later a I heard light footsteps coming down my long hallway in my Miami home.

King: Mommy Im done did you need something ?

Erica: Yes baby boy I wanted to ask you how will you like now having a dad in your life ?

*King stared at the ground, with a nasty face as if he'd smell something horrible. And then shrugged his shoulder*

King: I like shad but I don't think you and him were meant to be. You know like in Disney movies, how they have their happy ever after. I don't think he is yours

Erica: *My eyes open so wide because I was so shocked* King, you are growing up right before my eyes I cant believe that just came out of your mouth. But why don't you like shad?

King: I like him as a person but to be dating my mommy I don't like him.

Erica: okay baby. *Kisses his forehead* Go eat your food I left it on the counter downstairs for you then brush your teeth and I will tuck you in when your down

When king left all I could do was sit down and stare at the wall although I was in my thoughts I was thinking if my son don't approve of my relationship what am I suppose to do. As I was thinking I my phone started to ring and it was Albee calling.

Erica: Hey bro

Albee: Hey mena, what wrong ?

Erica: I was talking to king just now and he basically told me he doesn't want me to get married to bow.

Albee: Oh wow. Did he say why ?

Erica: He said that he doesn't think that shad is my happy ever after. He also said that he likes him but he doesn't like him for me.