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I might think twice.

I always said I wanted to die before I got old, but because of you I might think twice.

I thought about what I said about last year, wanting to repay Kian, for everything he had done for me, for saving me. I had written to him on Twitter, he even replied. He then mentioned me in a video, I cried tears of fucking joy after that.

And then after that, I jumped for joy.

"Lejeya, you have 2 tickets to see me and JC, with Jack and Jack.."

I stopped breathing. Completely, all together. I screamed, I ran outside and screamed, I died. I so entirely felt dead.

"WHAT IS WITH THIS WORLD?" I screamed to the sky, it then started to rain.

Most people would think of it raining meaning something bad, but I thought of it as good. You see, the day I started my quote montage on iMovie, was also the day 'superkian19' followed me on twitter.

Also the day it rained.

"Thank you so much!" I screamed, yet again, to the sky.

The next day, I received the tickets in the mail, which again, I screamed my lungs out, and cried more tears of joy. *If only this could really happen*

We got on the plane, the third day after getting the tickets, being 17 now, I brought my bestfriend, who loves Kian as much as I do, possibly even more.

On the plane we freaked out, neither of us had been on one, nor wanted to be on one, but hey, it was to see your one and only bae.

We both passed out, after watching a new Kian video, at 3 AM. Even though the seats were somewhat separated with the 'armrest' we still managed to get comfy, and cuddle. I stayed awake, and saw the sun come up an hour or two later, while playing with Nora's hair, Im so jealous of it, it is thick and strait.

My hair may be thick, but it is definatly not strait. I have white, faded hair, some what like Kians, just not a boy-cut. I have blue eyes, that everyone say are gorgeous, but im not too sure.