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Polarize

Lawley week, day 2

Kian and I went inside and took showers, separate showers of course. *You dirty little freaks ;) *

God, kissing that boy was something so different. Me being way more inexperienced with the whole kissing this, I felt very embarrassed, hence why I put my face into the corner of his neck, in embarrassment. I started to sing in the shower, House of Gold, by Twenty One Pilots. I finished getting the conditioner out of my hair, before I turned the knob, stopping the water flow. After I got out of the shower, I saw a note on my towels.

It was from Kian, Oh god. He heard me singing, and when the hell did he even get into the bathroom without me hearing?? Oh right, Because I was signing at the top of my fucking lungs. I face-palmed right there in the shower, my body still dripping of water. I moved the note, so I could get to my towels, to dry my body of its wetness.

After drying up my hair, and having a towel wrapped around my waist, I read the note. 

Hey Girlie, you have an amazing voice, my god its beautiful. Anyways, I am going to the store to grab some things, if you need anything just text me. Btw, kissing you earlier today felt soo good, I cant wait to revisit those lips ;)

-Kiki 

He did not just say that, oh my nutella. OH MY FRIKEN NUTELLA I DIDNT SUCK ASS AT KISSING HIM. And the thought kept running through my mind. I kissed Kian Lawley. I kissed Kian Lawley. I kissed Kian Lawley

I KISSED KIAN FUCKING LAWLEY. 

And suddenly, I forgot about Nora, my best friend. Who I had taken this trip with. I felt horrible right then, as we hadnt spoken any words to each other for quite a while. I got dressed quickly, in a Nirvana shirt, black shorts, and my favourite pair of vans, my galaxy ones. I wasnt in the mood to be all matchy matchy today, no need to.

I walked out of Kians room, and right into the kitchen. "NORAAA." I yelled, seeking out my best friend. "SHE WENT PENNY BOARDING WITH JC," Trevor yelled. "THANKS," I paused. "WAIT, TREV?" I yelled, running to wherever the boy was. "Yas, datz me" He said, walking from the living room. "Oh, and nice singing by the way, you should be on the X-Factor, all the way gurl." I laughed and gave the sassy boy a hug.

"Its so good to finally meet you!" I practically squeaked making all of these hand gestures.
"Gosh, I know gurl. I mean, I've pretty much been here the whole time, just upstairs with Ricky." I gasped, "And you never came down to see me?" I said dramatically. "I am offended," I jokingly said, my hand on my chest.

"Quite the actress, huh?" Ricky said, with a wink, coming downstairs.
"Well, busted." I laughed, Trevor and Ricky joining in.
"Trev, you ready to go to Trader Joes??" Ricky said, sounding very excited.
"Guess soo." He sighed, a little chuckle coming out from the both of us.
"See yah later dewdss" I said, mocking Kian and Jc.

Soon after the boys left, I brought my phone, and its charger dock into the kitchen. I started blaring more Twenty One Pilots, Polarize, this time. I was making some lunch, I was starving for once, sense Kian and I swam so much.

I was making some rice, putting a bag of it in the boiling water, while I got out the broccoli. I wanted to eat something decently healthy.

"Help me polarize, help me polarize, help me down.Those stairs is where I'll be hiding all my problems" I sang, while the rice had been cooking. I grabbed the chicken from the fridge, waiting for the next words to the song. I was about to sing before arms were wrapped around my waste, and a chin on my shoulder.

"Help me polarize, help me polarize, help me out. My friends and I, we got a lot of problems" The voice had sang, I realized it was Kian voice, and god it was beautiful.

"Da da da da, da da da, da da da, were problems, da da da, da da da, da da da, were problems." Kian and I sang together, laughing, and cooking.

The song finished, and the music stopped, "Kian your voice is fucking amazing." I said to the boy, putting away grocery's. I was stirring the broccoli, as he came back behind me, kissed me on the cheek, and whispered in my ear, "No, thats you babe."

My cheeks became tomatoes, and stopped stirring the vegetables and put my face into his chest before he started laughing. I was huddled into his chest laughing also. He pulled me from him, and looked me in the eyes.

"God, you're so cute." He said to me.
And right then I made a bold move. I kissed that boy, he pulled me closer to him, but it was quicker this time, seeing as we werent in water. The kiss didnt last too long, just enough to be magical though. He put his forehead onto mine, and suddenly a bright light was what I saw. It was Nora and Jc, they had their phones out and were taking pictures of us being all cutesy.

Kian and I just laughed, before I handed him the chicken, telling him to go grill it, which he did. I finished putting away the grocerys, and drained the rice and broccoli. I grabbed plates, asking Nora and Jc if they wanted to join us.

"You two want lunch too?" I asked them.
"Nah, we got lunch at the Taco Bell" Jc answered in his weird voice.
"Thanks though" Nora smiled.

I finished grabbing the plates for Kian and I, and walked over to Nora, hugging her.
"Im sorry we havent talked a lot." I whispered to her.
"Its fine babes," She paused, hugging me back. "Im already so entirely grateful for being here, and thats all you. You made this happen" She took my shoulders and smiled at me.

Jc agreed, and then we heard Kian yelling from outside too, "THATS RIGHT, AGREED." He yelled.

We all laughed, before I went back over to get our food ready. I put slightly more food onto Kians plate, seeing as he eats more then me. I went outside to see the hottie cooking the chicken on the grill.

"What sauce do you want for the chicken??" I asked him, grinning.
"BBQ," He answered, smiling towards me.
"Knew it!" I yelled hands up, walking back into the kitchen.

After lunch we all just hung around the house, eventually Ricky and Trevor got back, and Sam came to say hi, it was all super cool. Just to be here.

Im so lucky.