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Double featureeee. Part 1.

Kian and I woke up before everyone, surprisingly. Apparently Jc is always the first to be up, and Kian would get up whenever someone woke him up, usually Ricky. Nora was always the first to be up back home, me being the one that you would physically had to wake up.

Kian had told me that he would be right back, he then hopped out of his.. Our? Lets just say he hopped out of the bed. I eventually got up, after a minute or two, but every time I would get up, I would sit right back down because the bed was sooo entirely comfortable.

Kian popped his head through the door way to his room, making me jump because he practically screamed his words.

"Grab your bathing suitttt!!" He yelled excitedly.
"Otayyyyy" I laughed, hearing him call it a "bathing suit", as if we were going to take a bath in it.

He then disappeared from the doorway, going back to.. whatever he was doing, and I finally had to get up. Dreading the thought.

I searched through my bags, looking for my swim suit. But me being my idiotic self, I forgot my damn swim suit. I stood up, still wearing my pajamas, walking into the Kitchen. I leaned on the doorway to the kitchen, admiring the sight I was seeing.

Kian. Lawley. Making me. Breakfast. Woah. I liked the sound of that. I smiled, still being zoned out. Kian started laughing, while spreading something that looked like Nutella onto a slice of toast.

"What??" I asked him, while he continued to chuckle.
"I have no clue what the hell you were thinking about, but you were biting your lip.. It was super cute." He said with a few more chuckles.

I just scratched my neck nervously, thinking of the embarrassment. He walked to me, Nutella covered toast in his hands.

He handed me one,, "I did say it was cute. No need to be embarrassed for cuteness." I took a bite, while he put his on a plate, then coming to me again. He picked me up and put me on the counter, and boy was I hella confused because.. just why??

I took a bite of the toast as some Nutella fell onto my collar bone. "Ah shit." I whispered.

"Oh, here I got it." He said to me, moving my jaw with his left hand, sucking off the Nutella from my skin lightly.

I. Almost. Died.

1. Because thats.. my spot.. That you know.. Turns me on and stuff
And 2. Because KIAN FUCKING LAWLEY JUST DID THAT TO ME.
Holy. Fuck.

I bit my lip again, not really even realizing it. When he got it all off he just looked at me and gave me a cute face, taking a bite of Nutella Toast. He kept the bread in his mouth while he opened the fridge grabbing something. After I finished chew I spoke up again.

"So I was looking in my bag, and it seems to be that I forgot a suit." I sighed.
"Thats fine," He some-what incoherently said, his mouth full of food. "We have some here." He finished, but spoke up again. "And we can buy you one later too."
"Why do you have swim suits here?" I asked, ignoring the last statement.
"Because sometimes we have partys with friends, or O2L and their friends, and people leave their crap here." He handed me a glass of milk.
"Oh.. And Thanks." I said, really needing the milk for my dry mouth.

Nutella is great, so is the toast, but its dry as the dessert when you finish it all.

"Yeah," He said happily, finishing his milk. "Follow me." He took my hand, my other putting the half empty glass down, while I hopped off of the counter. He brought me to a small pantry, close to Kians room. It had guy suits, and girl suits as well. The other shelves had towels, and some other random things on it.

After a minute or two, we had all of the suits layed out. We put the ones that werent my size, or the ones I refused to wear, back onto the shelves. After that it left me about 6 options. I wondered how many parties they have had due to the amount of suits.

" I think you would look amazing in that one.. I mean any of them really." He said backing up to look at them all. The one he pointed to was like a bikini but one piece. It attached in the front, a fabric running down the stomach to cover some of the skin up. I liked that one, it had a nice floral pattern, and covered my fat stomach.

Me being somewhat anorexic I had always thought I was fat, even when I hadnt eaten for weeks and was only skin and bone.

"I like that one too. I agreed happily, picking up the other suits to put them back. He picked up the one I was wearing, and we walked back to the room. He set my suit down on the bed and reached for his drawers, getting a suit for himself.

"Ill change in the bath room, meet me outside when your ready," He told me, kissing my cheek on the way out of his room.

Kians POV.,

God, I dont remember the last time I made breakfast for someone, let alone a girl. This girl.. This girl is special. She is so beautiful, so pretty, and we have literally the entire world in common. Okay, that might be a bit too much but to hell with it. I fucking love it.

I cant even imagine to picture what she is going to look like in the bathing suit. Ive seen her scars, well. At least the ones she had shown while changing, the ones on her stomach. It makes me feel sick to think that her, herself doesnt feel pretty, or happy in her own body, when really she is the most beautiful girl ive ever seen.

She walked out about 5 minutes later, her hair tied up in a ponytail, and her suit looking fucking great on her body. I wanted to just run up and touch her body, to feel her skin. But I cant, because that would weird. But.. I will. I walked up to her, 2 towels over my shoulder, I walked up to her and put my hands on her waist, she looked up at me, almost frowning I thought.

"I look horrible just admit it." She said, looking back to the ground.
"No," I told her sternly. I took her chin in my hand and pulled it up, making her look me in the eyes. "You look like you a model darling. I just want to kiss you because of how cute you look, honestly.." I I I said pulling my hand from her chin..Did I just say..
"Then do it." She said, in my mind.. I was thinking WAIT WHAT?? HELL YES. But I was confused also.
"Do what exactly?"
"Kiss. Me." She said with a grin, I hadnt really seen this side of her. But damn, I liked it.

I was trying to think whether I should do it fast, crashing my lips onto hers, or to do it sweetly, taking my time.

I kept my right hand on her waist, and putting my left hand under her jawline. I looked her in the eyes before our lips were to meet.

She looked friggen adorable.